I just finished the Jupiter's Blessing Spell I wrote about in the last post and I have to say I think it went well, I got a nice warm tingly sensation for a good while which in my experience indicates to me that a positive energy response was given. The candles burned well and I even had my daughter sitting there watching most of what I did, and I answered questions as I went along such as "Why do spirits like incense?" and "How do you make everything in the bags smell so good?" Interesting mother- daughter time well spent and inquisitive and curious is the Gemini child. So anyways, Jupiter is in the sign of Leo until the next Full moon, so abundance and increase in financial and romantic matters is in store for most everyone. The last couple of days I have seen a increase in signups in one of my work from home sites so that is a positive sign. I will see what else happens in the next couple weeks as I carry around my new charm bag that is now currently sitting against my computer screen and will be carried everywhere I go for the next two weeks along with my other bags. I will update soon to tell of any results.
On a whim I decided to charge up and place new anointments of oils and powders into my other charm bags I use since it is the New Moon. I still have the tingly sensation on my scalp and it feels like someone is touching my hair on the left side of my head. Tomorrow I am going to work on my Protection, Uncrossing, and Astral Travel Divination charm bags, they need their crystals cleansed and new herbs and etc. added to them too. Crystals for Protection, Astral Travel and Divination purposes need to be kept clean and charged a lot because the receive and project a lot of energy. You cant dream or have clear dreams or have a clearly receptive mind if your crystals are full and clogged with too much Receptive debris. You also cant use Empath and Sensitive abilities too well if your charm bag that contains your energy is overloaded with energy and you cannot block or channel anything correctly. Protective crystals absorb a lot of negativity and they will not project a protective aura properly if they have been used too long between cleansing and the result can lead to all types of dangers getting to you that you do not want.
My Protective charm bag still has a potent scent of herbs and roots inside it but the crystal has been used too much. The Uncrossing/Road Opening bag needs a fresh doing over period. I'm going have to make a trek over 7 different crossroads and one cemetery and gather a spoonful of dirt from each one just for that! I know that sounds insane and a lot of work and time involved but the point of going to that length is to be protected from all dangers spiritual and physical during your journeys and all roads and paths of any type will open to your approach and passing. It also serves to keep your spiritual path clear of problems, dangers and obstacles too and to uncross and open blocked spiritual paths that you need pass through. Any type of spirit, person, or situation that attempts to cross you in a negative way it will not work or be sent back to them.
I am tired now my energy is wearing off and I am going to bed for now. I will update very soon when I see results from tonight until the next couple of weeks. Bright Blessings Everyone!
Saturday, July 26, 2014
Monday, July 14, 2014
July 13,2014 Jupiter's Blessing Spell
I came up with a new spell today, this one is going to be special and I have not tried this one yet but I am posting it for others that would want to try it too and later we can all compare results if we want. I am thinking about using it very soon in the next couple of weeks as Jupiter, the Great Benefic, planet of gifts, luck, expansion, material and financial success and all things wealth and abundance, is about to shine its beams onto everyone's life in the next two weeks, peak days being the 16th and 24th and 26th of July.
According to Susan Miller and her Capricorn horoscope, this is when, at least for me and my fellow Capricorns, the greatest gifts of financial success and abundance are supposed to be manifesting the fullest, for me and others in my sign this will possibly be the luckiest and most profitable and expansive days for the rest of the year and this trend of abundance, especially in work and job related matters, and other people's money, due to Jupiter's influence is going to continue until August 11th 2015. To see your Susan Miller horoscope, which I highly recommend as she is a awesome forecaster, go to this page Astrologyzone and click on your sign and read more to see what Jupiter's influence is going to be doing for you. I hope Y'all are going to have some time to read tonight as this is going to be a lengthy post.
However..I strongly suggest and caution anyone to NOT DO this spell if you have literally nothing financially and especially if you are going through a bad emotional time or in low spirits about something in your life during the time that Jupiter is going to grace our lives,..as Jupiter can be tricky and manifest and exponentially produce more of what you already have that you may not want.. this can literally cause you to bring more of "nothing" in your life and manifest your emotional issues and personal problems by threefold or more.
This is more a spell meant to expand and produce more of the positive things of what you do already have in terms of luck, financial status, work, money, so we definitely do not want more of the things we may have going wrong that we do not need like poverty and being broke, already existing emotional and financial crises and etc. Jupiter has a nasty habit for increasing what you have by the exponentially excessive degree and sometimes that isn't the greatest thing in the world to have when you do not actually need it! This spell is better off for those of us who wish to see more hours at work, bonuses and raises in salary, higher commission and royalty payments, more money in our smaller credit and bank accounts, increases in already existing financial statuses and etc.
So if you already have a little bit going for you in these types of areas then you can then ask for a lot more and that would be safe to do. Jupiter can also be asked for love related matters to increase and manifest those areas into something more positive and fulfilling however it seems this time around it is going to be more beneficial for monetary gains for the time being. Asking for your love life to benefit from Jupiter's blessings during this upcoming time would also be a great thing too but I will get to that in the next post and I need to think of a suitable spell to incorporate into the right time frame that will work. What a intriguing idea that is!!
Also I have to remind everyone that this Jupiter phase we are all about to go through is after the Full Moon and going towards the next New Moon, so actually picking the right time for doing this spell it would be wise and prudent to wait until the date of the New Moon, so we may start a bright new beginning with Jupiter's influence. The Next New Moon is July 26th. again, read your horoscopes carefully to see exactly when your dates and times for your interaction with Jupiter is going to work best for your sign. I am still going to say that waiting until the New Moon will be most beneficial for the actual spell casting.
So , onto my new spell which I will call the Jupiter's Blessing Spell, of which the intent is to harness and use the power of the great planets influence to increase your luck and prosperity and expansion in all things financial and of monetary persuasion. The color association of Jupiter is Purple, and some say Dark Blue the number of Jupiter is 4. we will incorporate this number and the purple and blue color association into the spell. Purple conveys power and blue is the color of water and everything that flows like water..as in floods of cash for instance!
You will need:
4 small purple and blue "chime" or "Spirit" candles, you can use either 4 blue or 4 purple or two of each color, and 1 purple or blue cloth bag,
1 Lepidolite stone. Lepilodite is associated with Jupiter. I do not yet think there is and I have not yet found a blue stone related to Jupiter??
4 types of coins that add to 4 or into numerical values of 4, such as 4 dimes=$0.40 or 4 pennies, or bills of paper money that equal to a sum of 4's like $4.00 or $40.00 this money has to either multiply into a number of 4's or be added together to make a exact numerical value of 4. Such as 4 $10.00 bills equals $40.00 and 16 quarters equals $4.00. and $4.44 which would be 4 dimes, 4 dollar bills and 4 pennies. In your written petition to Jupiter, you can ask what you already have to multiply by all numerical values of 4.
To try and divide or subtract your money to get a result of 4's will backfire and this will not work!! You are wanting increase, not decrease!! I am going to be particular and picky about the money part of this spell because it is crucial to the idea that we want to see increase in our abundance!
A specifically written petition asking for the planetary influence of Jupiter, requesting your desire to see more of what you want to see happen financially and wealth wise in your life. Say you want more commissions, more royalties, a raise in salary for example. Include your name, birthdate, place of work or business, name of your bank or financial institution, and whatever else you are involved in that you want to see a rise in financial gains.
4 other charms or personally representative pieces that represent luck, success, money, and abundance to you, such as 4 leaf clovers, horseshoes, money amulets and etc, Whatever you pick out there has to be 4 charms or personal trinkets.
If you can find or obtain a Second or Seventh Seal of Jupiter, or draw one on a piece of parchment, this will be very beneficial I have seen these made into pieces of jewelry that are a bit expensive for the nicely engraved ones so it would be better and easier and more convenient for now to Google a very clear image and try to copy it onto your parchment, to use as a paper talisman. This would be fantastic to carry in your new bag. If you do not wish to use a Seal then your stones and herbs and your request to Jupiter written on parchment will be sufficient.
Next you will need your herbal ingredients:
4 whole cloves, crushed.
4 pinches of Cinquefoil aka Five Finger grass
4 Star Anise pieces, or 40 Anise seeds , crushed.
4 dried Dandelion flowers, or 4 small bits of Dandelion Root. shredded/crushed.
4 fresh Maple leaves or pieces of bark, shredded. Please be nice to the tree and don't rip or shred off the bark and leaves without asking!
4 whole Nutmegs, ground or crushed.
4 pinches of White Sage, ground or crumbled to bits.
Grind and sift these together an set aside for the moment.
The herbal and root ingredients of this list can be used to make a Jupiter Blessing Oil and a incense for later uses when Jupiter is also in a favorable position to call on for financial gains. Grind together all herbal ingredients to make a incense, or gently simmer the crushed ingredients into a full ounce of carrier oil and bottle it and allow it to steep for at least 30 days before use and preferably do not use either one of these preparations until Jupiter is in a good position and you will benefit from it and if you really want to use it for money drawing spells please be sure to use it during a new moon and the two weeks after the New Moon approaching the Full Moon.
Now onto the spell instructions:
Cast your circle calling on your quarters and elements and invoking specifically the influence of Jupiter to come forth and bless your work. on your work space or altar, arrange your usual incense, wand, and other tools laid out and a set up a heat safe bowl or cauldron for your paper spell and candles to be burnt .
Take your candles and on each one engrave the symbol of Jupiter, which is resembling the number 4, and write out a small word of affirmation onto each candle such as "cash" or "pay raise" or similar and this number sequence of 4x4x4x4 or use the number 4 and make a tiny exponent of the 4th power onto it. Arrange these into a square formation on your altar table or work space.
Into your bag place your stone, your herbs, money, and charms and place this in the center of your candles.
Take up your written out spell paper or Seal of Jupiter, if you want to use that, and repeat your words on the paper 4 times, with each repetition of your spell paper, or your simple request for Jupiter Seal to bless your chosen endeavor light a candle, starting with the bottom left candle and going around to the last one clockwise, until you finish at the right bottom candle, you are raising energy with each candle being lit and each repeated incantation on your paper. when you reach the last candle and repeat the written spell or request for the 4th time, light the paper or the paper seal with the fourth candle and allow it to burn to ash.
Allow the candles to burn completely down with your bag lying in the center, this should take at least a hour or longer, as your candles are burning, your bag is being charged in the center of the square and the intention inscribed onto the candles is being released.
After your candles are burnt and everything is done, your bag is now charged and you can carry it with you until on your person or at your work place or where ever it is you need to have your finances and monetary gains increase until the next Full Moon. If you need to see the banker, or credit or loan officers, take it with you there, if you are borrowing money from someone, take it with you to see them. Go to work and have a chat with your boss about a pay raise or negotiating salary changes, play the lottery or buy raffle tickets. Keep it next to your computer or desk when you are working online, and anything else financially related during this two weeks of time.
After that time has passed, you will need to tuck your bag away in a safe place away from anything it can influence financially until you need it again on the next lunar cycle and especially until when Jupiter is again making its rounds into your financial life. You do not want to have this bag in your work space or wherever else when Jupiter is not in a increasing or abundance producing stage in your financial affairs otherwise you might see a decrease or a decline and possibly a disaster in your finances or monetary situations. I will say it is best to watch your calendars and astrology charts and make sure it is a good time to use this particular spell bag just to be absolute sure.
According to Susan Miller and her Capricorn horoscope, this is when, at least for me and my fellow Capricorns, the greatest gifts of financial success and abundance are supposed to be manifesting the fullest, for me and others in my sign this will possibly be the luckiest and most profitable and expansive days for the rest of the year and this trend of abundance, especially in work and job related matters, and other people's money, due to Jupiter's influence is going to continue until August 11th 2015. To see your Susan Miller horoscope, which I highly recommend as she is a awesome forecaster, go to this page Astrologyzone and click on your sign and read more to see what Jupiter's influence is going to be doing for you. I hope Y'all are going to have some time to read tonight as this is going to be a lengthy post.
However..I strongly suggest and caution anyone to NOT DO this spell if you have literally nothing financially and especially if you are going through a bad emotional time or in low spirits about something in your life during the time that Jupiter is going to grace our lives,..as Jupiter can be tricky and manifest and exponentially produce more of what you already have that you may not want.. this can literally cause you to bring more of "nothing" in your life and manifest your emotional issues and personal problems by threefold or more.
This is more a spell meant to expand and produce more of the positive things of what you do already have in terms of luck, financial status, work, money, so we definitely do not want more of the things we may have going wrong that we do not need like poverty and being broke, already existing emotional and financial crises and etc. Jupiter has a nasty habit for increasing what you have by the exponentially excessive degree and sometimes that isn't the greatest thing in the world to have when you do not actually need it! This spell is better off for those of us who wish to see more hours at work, bonuses and raises in salary, higher commission and royalty payments, more money in our smaller credit and bank accounts, increases in already existing financial statuses and etc.
So if you already have a little bit going for you in these types of areas then you can then ask for a lot more and that would be safe to do. Jupiter can also be asked for love related matters to increase and manifest those areas into something more positive and fulfilling however it seems this time around it is going to be more beneficial for monetary gains for the time being. Asking for your love life to benefit from Jupiter's blessings during this upcoming time would also be a great thing too but I will get to that in the next post and I need to think of a suitable spell to incorporate into the right time frame that will work. What a intriguing idea that is!!
Also I have to remind everyone that this Jupiter phase we are all about to go through is after the Full Moon and going towards the next New Moon, so actually picking the right time for doing this spell it would be wise and prudent to wait until the date of the New Moon, so we may start a bright new beginning with Jupiter's influence. The Next New Moon is July 26th. again, read your horoscopes carefully to see exactly when your dates and times for your interaction with Jupiter is going to work best for your sign. I am still going to say that waiting until the New Moon will be most beneficial for the actual spell casting.
So , onto my new spell which I will call the Jupiter's Blessing Spell, of which the intent is to harness and use the power of the great planets influence to increase your luck and prosperity and expansion in all things financial and of monetary persuasion. The color association of Jupiter is Purple, and some say Dark Blue the number of Jupiter is 4. we will incorporate this number and the purple and blue color association into the spell. Purple conveys power and blue is the color of water and everything that flows like water..as in floods of cash for instance!
You will need:
4 small purple and blue "chime" or "Spirit" candles, you can use either 4 blue or 4 purple or two of each color, and 1 purple or blue cloth bag,
1 Lepidolite stone. Lepilodite is associated with Jupiter. I do not yet think there is and I have not yet found a blue stone related to Jupiter??
4 types of coins that add to 4 or into numerical values of 4, such as 4 dimes=$0.40 or 4 pennies, or bills of paper money that equal to a sum of 4's like $4.00 or $40.00 this money has to either multiply into a number of 4's or be added together to make a exact numerical value of 4. Such as 4 $10.00 bills equals $40.00 and 16 quarters equals $4.00. and $4.44 which would be 4 dimes, 4 dollar bills and 4 pennies. In your written petition to Jupiter, you can ask what you already have to multiply by all numerical values of 4.
To try and divide or subtract your money to get a result of 4's will backfire and this will not work!! You are wanting increase, not decrease!! I am going to be particular and picky about the money part of this spell because it is crucial to the idea that we want to see increase in our abundance!
A specifically written petition asking for the planetary influence of Jupiter, requesting your desire to see more of what you want to see happen financially and wealth wise in your life. Say you want more commissions, more royalties, a raise in salary for example. Include your name, birthdate, place of work or business, name of your bank or financial institution, and whatever else you are involved in that you want to see a rise in financial gains.
4 other charms or personally representative pieces that represent luck, success, money, and abundance to you, such as 4 leaf clovers, horseshoes, money amulets and etc, Whatever you pick out there has to be 4 charms or personal trinkets.
If you can find or obtain a Second or Seventh Seal of Jupiter, or draw one on a piece of parchment, this will be very beneficial I have seen these made into pieces of jewelry that are a bit expensive for the nicely engraved ones so it would be better and easier and more convenient for now to Google a very clear image and try to copy it onto your parchment, to use as a paper talisman. This would be fantastic to carry in your new bag. If you do not wish to use a Seal then your stones and herbs and your request to Jupiter written on parchment will be sufficient.
Next you will need your herbal ingredients:
4 whole cloves, crushed.
4 pinches of Cinquefoil aka Five Finger grass
4 Star Anise pieces, or 40 Anise seeds , crushed.
4 dried Dandelion flowers, or 4 small bits of Dandelion Root. shredded/crushed.
4 fresh Maple leaves or pieces of bark, shredded. Please be nice to the tree and don't rip or shred off the bark and leaves without asking!
4 whole Nutmegs, ground or crushed.
4 pinches of White Sage, ground or crumbled to bits.
Grind and sift these together an set aside for the moment.
The herbal and root ingredients of this list can be used to make a Jupiter Blessing Oil and a incense for later uses when Jupiter is also in a favorable position to call on for financial gains. Grind together all herbal ingredients to make a incense, or gently simmer the crushed ingredients into a full ounce of carrier oil and bottle it and allow it to steep for at least 30 days before use and preferably do not use either one of these preparations until Jupiter is in a good position and you will benefit from it and if you really want to use it for money drawing spells please be sure to use it during a new moon and the two weeks after the New Moon approaching the Full Moon.
Now onto the spell instructions:
Cast your circle calling on your quarters and elements and invoking specifically the influence of Jupiter to come forth and bless your work. on your work space or altar, arrange your usual incense, wand, and other tools laid out and a set up a heat safe bowl or cauldron for your paper spell and candles to be burnt .
Take your candles and on each one engrave the symbol of Jupiter, which is resembling the number 4, and write out a small word of affirmation onto each candle such as "cash" or "pay raise" or similar and this number sequence of 4x4x4x4 or use the number 4 and make a tiny exponent of the 4th power onto it. Arrange these into a square formation on your altar table or work space.
Into your bag place your stone, your herbs, money, and charms and place this in the center of your candles.
Take up your written out spell paper or Seal of Jupiter, if you want to use that, and repeat your words on the paper 4 times, with each repetition of your spell paper, or your simple request for Jupiter Seal to bless your chosen endeavor light a candle, starting with the bottom left candle and going around to the last one clockwise, until you finish at the right bottom candle, you are raising energy with each candle being lit and each repeated incantation on your paper. when you reach the last candle and repeat the written spell or request for the 4th time, light the paper or the paper seal with the fourth candle and allow it to burn to ash.
Allow the candles to burn completely down with your bag lying in the center, this should take at least a hour or longer, as your candles are burning, your bag is being charged in the center of the square and the intention inscribed onto the candles is being released.
After your candles are burnt and everything is done, your bag is now charged and you can carry it with you until on your person or at your work place or where ever it is you need to have your finances and monetary gains increase until the next Full Moon. If you need to see the banker, or credit or loan officers, take it with you there, if you are borrowing money from someone, take it with you to see them. Go to work and have a chat with your boss about a pay raise or negotiating salary changes, play the lottery or buy raffle tickets. Keep it next to your computer or desk when you are working online, and anything else financially related during this two weeks of time.
After that time has passed, you will need to tuck your bag away in a safe place away from anything it can influence financially until you need it again on the next lunar cycle and especially until when Jupiter is again making its rounds into your financial life. You do not want to have this bag in your work space or wherever else when Jupiter is not in a increasing or abundance producing stage in your financial affairs otherwise you might see a decrease or a decline and possibly a disaster in your finances or monetary situations. I will say it is best to watch your calendars and astrology charts and make sure it is a good time to use this particular spell bag just to be absolute sure.
Friday, July 11, 2014
A Revelation happened today.. 7/11/2014
I think Fate and The Higher Powers are playing a interesting drama, showing me similar scenarios from my past and eerily similar people and situations from the past but with different people and scenarios, like somehow the past is repeating itself in a almost creepy way and funny how yet again people are trying to lead and shove me and others away from something that is possibly supposed to be, and trying to prevent and stall things that are seemingly already meant to be happening in our lives in desperate hopes that the future outcome will be different.
Well news flash and reality check!! You cant play God/Goddess with your life and that of others and deliberately tempt and challenge The Higher Powers and
Fate, and purposely try to control and manipulate events, situations, and people, and run, hide, and try to escape because you don't want something to happen, what will be, will be, and situations and events are eventually are going to happen anyways and regardless of what anyone might think, feel or do and say, because things that are meant to be and happen, will still happen anyways, and certain things and situations will come to be in their proper ends and in their own time no matter what we may want or don't want, because that is the way of the Divine Laws of the Universe.
Situations, people, and events that you NEED in your life and to have happen, are going to manifest and become a part of your life because that is the Will of the Divine Law and we don't have to like or accept it, and trying to force or manipulate a different change or outcome in the hopes that something will not happen, that will not work how you intend or plan except to make everything a lot worse and create problems where there shouldn't be any. Only thing that is going to do is cause Fate and Higher Powers to bring drastic changes and purposely create situations in your life or theirs, where something will happen to purposely lead you or them straight back to the path you are supposed to be on and back to the people you are supposed to be on that path with,, because there is something you need to learn or someone you need to have in your life and trying to run, hide, and escape from it is not going to work either, you will just end up being purposely and sometimes forcefully led and dragged back to the same people and situations you do not want to face or acknowledge again and again until you get the Divine message that you are supposed to see and understand. Call me crazy.. but I think I have a good idea what is about to happen and why and I have to laugh at the irony of it all.
Well news flash and reality check!! You cant play God/Goddess with your life and that of others and deliberately tempt and challenge The Higher Powers and
Fate, and purposely try to control and manipulate events, situations, and people, and run, hide, and try to escape because you don't want something to happen, what will be, will be, and situations and events are eventually are going to happen anyways and regardless of what anyone might think, feel or do and say, because things that are meant to be and happen, will still happen anyways, and certain things and situations will come to be in their proper ends and in their own time no matter what we may want or don't want, because that is the way of the Divine Laws of the Universe.
Situations, people, and events that you NEED in your life and to have happen, are going to manifest and become a part of your life because that is the Will of the Divine Law and we don't have to like or accept it, and trying to force or manipulate a different change or outcome in the hopes that something will not happen, that will not work how you intend or plan except to make everything a lot worse and create problems where there shouldn't be any. Only thing that is going to do is cause Fate and Higher Powers to bring drastic changes and purposely create situations in your life or theirs, where something will happen to purposely lead you or them straight back to the path you are supposed to be on and back to the people you are supposed to be on that path with,, because there is something you need to learn or someone you need to have in your life and trying to run, hide, and escape from it is not going to work either, you will just end up being purposely and sometimes forcefully led and dragged back to the same people and situations you do not want to face or acknowledge again and again until you get the Divine message that you are supposed to see and understand. Call me crazy.. but I think I have a good idea what is about to happen and why and I have to laugh at the irony of it all.
And for once I have to thank and acknowledge my mother's words for something.. once in a blue moon she is actually right and the other day she was pointing out to me the situation exactly for what seems to be.. and now I think I know what the future might end up being be if it keeps continuing like it is now the question is whether that what is meant to be or will it actually happen that way and can or should I try to change it? Or do I sit here and watch it all happen and do nothing to change it and allow it to be what it is going to be, in hopes that this time the past will truly not repeat itself?
Perhaps there are enough variables in the situation I and others are now in, to where things will actually happen the way they were originally meant to happen in my life and theirs and this pattern is repeating itself from years ago because I and others are meant to know and learn from past mistakes and to not repeat them again so this is Fate's and God/Goddess' way of dropping a Divine brick on everyone's head and hoping we will all see that for what it really is and make the required changes and corrections to situations, attitudes, and behaviors before it is too late..
Friday, June 27, 2014
New Moon tonight.
Tonight is a new moon in the sign of Cancer. A emotional and somewhat sensitive time as emotions, thoughts, and inner selves are moody, restless, and running high from extremes of anger and peace, to love and hate, and anything in between. I can personally attest to this as I have been going through a really hard time in my mind and heart about a situation with someone that seems to have no resolution aside from them just wanting to call it all quits and throw up their hands and leave and walk out of what should be a fantastic friendship. And when I try to get to the root cause of the real problem, that which I know is not just about me or even anything to do with me exactly, I am accused of things I have not done and acting in ways that I am not. sure its a smart idea to blame me and make me look like the problem to justify yourself ?
It hurts me deeply that I know what I was doing was right and I never actually done anything to hurt anyone but I am getting the shit anyway. It hurts me I have to let someone go that means very much to me because nothing seems to go right and every time we try to be friends or really have anything meaningful there is always a drama, problem, a longwinded explanation about who, what, when, and why,,or some run along story, or even a outright lie to excuse their behavior, actions, and lack of, or it's about how someone else might feel or think or do,or it's use someone else for a excuse and go to them to save their ass, because they cant bother with really being dead honest and come out with the actual truth. If you don't want to see me, talk to me, or have me around you can just tell me and get it over with. And the whole "I'm not getting what I want and need in my life so no one else is getting anything from me either" childish crap which serves no purpose but to make everyone and themselves miserable.
It seems no one is really considering how I might think or feel, or what I may have wanted or needed its just about what they want and what's good for them and how they want things to go. Maybe yes they do want to be their own person and go on with just their life and be themselves without attachments or commitments but please do not hurt others or drag others into your black hole of a life and cause them pain and misery and heartache either! I'm not a child you can tell me how to do things, how I have to act or behave, or how I need to be as a person or else I don't get anything from someone, I am not a dog that you can tell to mind and I am going to obey and bow down and play submissive just because someone seems to think they can get by with treating me like that. This selfish, self centered, controlling, dominating, ridiculously childish power trip they are on is not going to work with me and I am fed up and done! If friends, family, and others are walking out on them and refusing to have anything to do with them I am not surprised and am beginning to understand why.
Nevermind how much time, effort, emotions and selflessness I gave in trying to be the best friend I knew to be and how much I cared and wanted to care. Never mind how I treated them extremely well and tried to be the person they actually deserved to have. If I give something I would appreciate something in return but I basically got nothing out of it so I feel used and cheated and pissed on. It's better to hurt someone else so long as it means they don't have to be hurt? It's fine they treat you like others have treated them because it makes them feel better inside about themselves and how they get treated? It's ok they keep going back to the same people that treated them like shit in the past and expect something to change, hoping if they do something right this time maybe it will be different, only to be hurt and let down because nothing changed and they end up getting hurt again, so they go straight back to the family and best friend and treat them like shit and shut themselves off from everyone and refuse to see or talk to anyone for weeks and ignore everyone and hide in their room and act like a moody teenager that isn't getting their way. And when you try to even talk to them to find out if they are ok or they need anything or what the problem is it gets you blown up at like its all to do with you and everything wrong in their life is somehow your fault or something you done. And they get mad at themselves and feel like shit and guilty and whatever else, because they know they have acted like a royal ass, but still accuse you of pushing things and trying to force yourself into their life, when you really haven't done that,it's them that hasn't bothered to call or have anything to do with you for weeks, and they call you names and accuse you of being someone you aren't are not and try to make you appear to be something and someone you know you aren't so they can justify themselves about what they haven't done and how they are not acting or being for themselves and you.
What hurts me the most is I gave a hell of a lot for someone and something I originally believed was really going to be worth my time and effort and what I was willing to be and give. And every time I thought they were going forward they want to step back and shy away and refuse to move like a stubborn, balking mule's ass that is stuck in a mud hole and you have to all but stick a cattle prod to their ass and either hurt their feelings or piss them off or arouse some kind of strong emotion to get them to do anything or even to take a step forward in a better direction and even if they know you are right and what you're doing is right they still wont allow you to help or care for them. Its always about what someone else is possibly going to say or what they might do or what they might think, they are always allowing others to somehow influence or have control over what they can do or who they can see or have anything to do with, and how they can or cant go on with their lives.
Maybe I really do see that deep down, this person is worth what I can give them and they really can be a better person and be a good person for themselves and maybe me too, but it is just not going to happen right now and the way it's going right now it may not ever, and I feel very let down and disappointed. I'm trying to not be depressed and feel ashamed of myself because I really don't have a reason to be feeling that way. I know I did and said the right things and I tried everything I know to be the right kind of person. but I cant help feeling like somehow I have lost something important and meaningful to me and there is no real way I can fix it and I hate feeling helpless and lost like that. Maybe before long I will see a sign of something good and things will look up for the better for at least one of us, if I have to go on with my life and forget everything I had with this friend then I guess that's what is going to be. anyone reading this I'd appreciate some guidance or words of inspiration ..I feel so low inside myself right now and I'm struggling inside with what to do or how to feel..
Monday, June 9, 2014
June, 8, 2013
I have been sitting here contemplating heavily on some of the spellwork I have done. One in particular seems to be still strongly exerting it's influence, that would be the Seal Up Your Problems jar spell I done several months ago the date says October 2013. I have seen particular inscriptions manifest slowly but surely from that last one, some in ways I specifically asked for, and some that are more subtle and harder to spot until I sit and think about it or I somehow get a sign or see and hear something that brings certain passages I wrote to mind. Most of everything I have asked for has happened and is still unfolding in the ways I have asked and situations happening further to ensure it will continue to unfold until it is all completed and the previous manifestations that have already happened will stay that way. Some things I didn't ask for have happened that seem to co-relate to the way the spell is working in what looks to be a protective and preventative nature. In essence, it has now created a protective aura on its own volition that is meant to accentuate and compliment my requests so that things can continue to happen accordingly, it is like watching a rose bud out and flower and surround itself with a massive wall of thorns, and each thorn that grows its meant to protect and preserve the beautiful flower that will eventually blossom.
Although I am kind of quirking a brow at the way some of it has happened even if I understand the why of it. I seriously think I created one very powerful and long lasting impact and it was my own original creation of which I can say I am proud of. It takes true skill to create something that strong and resonating and it be one of your own making from scratch and a flash of a idea.
However.. I am seeing a bits and pieces that I did not anticipate or plan on, that too seems to have its own reasons for happening. One effect has sprang up that I didn't expect which is probably a inevitable consequence to it all, and maybe it I still better for it to be that way for the time being even if I'm not too enthused about it. Sometimes you get what you ask to see done knowing for a fact it is ultimately best for all involved, only to have a slightly undesirable outcome develop on the side that does not go as anticipated or planned. Maybe that was meant to happen too, it is part of the full entire manifestation of what I asked for to begin with and the direction it is all taking is in fact exactly what is needed even if I am not entirely enthused or happy about some of the results. As with all good things done for the sake of all involved and situations surrounding them, there is always at least one not so good thing will happen, as even the most perceivably perfect of roses have a spot or blemish somewhere, that is the law of everything in this world.
So even perceivably negative outcomes are still positive in their own way even if you don't see or understand it at the time. Nothing is absolutely divinely perfect down to the finest detail and I am trying to understand how it is that some of the undesirable effects will be part of something good even if I am not seeing it clearly, perhaps it is also a protective measure meant for me, in that I need to retreat to a safer distance out of the way and be cut off from the details and action a bit in order for other things to manifest accordingly. Some other things have happened that appear to be a preventative measure in order to keep it all in check and under control. I created something, therefore I have to stand back and watch it germinate, grow into what it is meant to become and eventually come to the ends it is meant to.
I have contemplated undoing the last jar spell and breaking the seal and destroying it and the contents, wondering if I may have went a bit too far with attempting to fix what was a massive and ongoing problem, my intentions were honorable and justifiable and more for others' good than my own. However the possible resulting actions and consequences of me undoing all of that work might be much worse off and cause every good thing that has come of it to come crashing down in a massive defeat and everything will literally go to hell in a hand basket, so I believe it is safer by just leaving it alone and allowing it to do its work. I do not want to screw up and undo all the good things that have happened thus far on a niggling doubt that I maybe overstepped myself in some way. I think if that were the case then none of my requests would have ever happened as they have already. If it's not broken then don't try to fix it and if its still working then leave it alone!
Considering how well it is still working, I suppose I have to take everything I am seeing with a heaping spoon of salt and accept that just maybe that is in fact what should be happening if that is what is needed to achieve the original goal. Who am I exactly to question or frown upon the Goddess and God's final decisions? I only asked for the outcome, how it happens to present itself and in what ways is entirely up to them to do as they see fit. Whether or not I agree or approve with the exact way it is carried out isn't really relevant so long as the original purpose and goal is achieved and completed. What I have to deal with as a result whether good, bad or something in between is also not just up to me and most likely also for my higher good even if I don't like some of it. I will update on this situation again soon when I see anything else is happening. For now, Blessed Be to All!
Although I am kind of quirking a brow at the way some of it has happened even if I understand the why of it. I seriously think I created one very powerful and long lasting impact and it was my own original creation of which I can say I am proud of. It takes true skill to create something that strong and resonating and it be one of your own making from scratch and a flash of a idea.
However.. I am seeing a bits and pieces that I did not anticipate or plan on, that too seems to have its own reasons for happening. One effect has sprang up that I didn't expect which is probably a inevitable consequence to it all, and maybe it I still better for it to be that way for the time being even if I'm not too enthused about it. Sometimes you get what you ask to see done knowing for a fact it is ultimately best for all involved, only to have a slightly undesirable outcome develop on the side that does not go as anticipated or planned. Maybe that was meant to happen too, it is part of the full entire manifestation of what I asked for to begin with and the direction it is all taking is in fact exactly what is needed even if I am not entirely enthused or happy about some of the results. As with all good things done for the sake of all involved and situations surrounding them, there is always at least one not so good thing will happen, as even the most perceivably perfect of roses have a spot or blemish somewhere, that is the law of everything in this world.
So even perceivably negative outcomes are still positive in their own way even if you don't see or understand it at the time. Nothing is absolutely divinely perfect down to the finest detail and I am trying to understand how it is that some of the undesirable effects will be part of something good even if I am not seeing it clearly, perhaps it is also a protective measure meant for me, in that I need to retreat to a safer distance out of the way and be cut off from the details and action a bit in order for other things to manifest accordingly. Some other things have happened that appear to be a preventative measure in order to keep it all in check and under control. I created something, therefore I have to stand back and watch it germinate, grow into what it is meant to become and eventually come to the ends it is meant to.
I have contemplated undoing the last jar spell and breaking the seal and destroying it and the contents, wondering if I may have went a bit too far with attempting to fix what was a massive and ongoing problem, my intentions were honorable and justifiable and more for others' good than my own. However the possible resulting actions and consequences of me undoing all of that work might be much worse off and cause every good thing that has come of it to come crashing down in a massive defeat and everything will literally go to hell in a hand basket, so I believe it is safer by just leaving it alone and allowing it to do its work. I do not want to screw up and undo all the good things that have happened thus far on a niggling doubt that I maybe overstepped myself in some way. I think if that were the case then none of my requests would have ever happened as they have already. If it's not broken then don't try to fix it and if its still working then leave it alone!
Considering how well it is still working, I suppose I have to take everything I am seeing with a heaping spoon of salt and accept that just maybe that is in fact what should be happening if that is what is needed to achieve the original goal. Who am I exactly to question or frown upon the Goddess and God's final decisions? I only asked for the outcome, how it happens to present itself and in what ways is entirely up to them to do as they see fit. Whether or not I agree or approve with the exact way it is carried out isn't really relevant so long as the original purpose and goal is achieved and completed. What I have to deal with as a result whether good, bad or something in between is also not just up to me and most likely also for my higher good even if I don't like some of it. I will update on this situation again soon when I see anything else is happening. For now, Blessed Be to All!
Friday, June 6, 2014
Friday May 6, 2014 Money Spell Night
Tonight is money spell night for me, I always try to do drawing spell work on the Friday before the Full moon. As to a update on the Money Spell I ordered some time ago I have to say it has worked much better than I expected. To find this money spell go to whitemagicalchemy.com. The spell is labeled "Immediate Money Drawing Spell Kit" under the section titled "Spells and Spell Kits". That is where I bought the spell from. It is better for me to give the information to where it is found rather than possibly infringe on anyone's rights to their own work. I apologize again for never writing sooner..due to some financial setbacks I was forced to cancel my internet at home and writing a blog post on a tiny phone screen is about impossible! This new money spell is going to be strengthened and we shall hopefully see positive results in a week's time.
The Full moon falls on a Friday the 13th this month. The number 13 is associated with change and transformation, according to the Tarot, 13 is the Death card, signifying change, radical transformations, breakage of old lifestyles and life patterns, and sometimes even actual death , in order to make way for new beginnings that need to take place so we can become something more, or that something that needs to end,will do so, in order to bring about new life. so perhaps I will finally see some things I have been desperately been hoping for , to transform into reality instead of a wistful fancy. Or it could very well be that a lot of things will end for me, in painful ways that I require to grow and become something and someone more to myself and those around me. And just maybe, if Gods and Goddesses favor my requests, I will see a very good change in financial status.
I have also been somewhat depressed over a friendship that is seemingly trying to end on the other person's side. It seems no matter what I do or say or want and need..it seems that it is possibly going to happen anyway and they have walked away and given up? It makes me very depressed and disheartened because this person means very much to me in a lot of ways. But I guess but even the best kinds of love amongst friends sometimes doesn't last and doesn't become forever and a day. It is perhaps my doing in some ways..I tend to push and prod things when I feel a fire needs lit under it and action needs to be taken and occasionally I am guilty of shoving it when a gentle tap was all was needed. When I know I am right about something or someone and I see something that I know is there, very little can dissuade me from what and whom that I feel should be in my life or I should have, and the reasons given as to why not isn't something I want to see and hear especially when I know its just a load of crap and it never should be there to begin with.
Occasionally my brand of love, care and support,, given in any context, is a bit much for the other person to cope with or deal with and I find myself abandoned and left behind and purposely forgotten and they move onto others that are less intense in personality and action. I am guilty of being just too much of a lot of good things and I give it selflessly without regret or remorse with all I've got, and when I am not receiving back what I'm giving, I feel very frustrated, fed up, and downcast and I make no bones about expressing it verbally and otherwise.
Why sometimes The Gods and Goddesses puts someone in your life for a lengthy amount of time, and causes you to love and care for them and be all that they need you to be, and then take them away and leaves a big blank space in your life where they used to be,and it leaves you clueless and scrambling for answers as to exactly why and how it is going to be this way, is beyond my comprehension at times. I suppose I will see the answers to it all in due time. Right now I have to say my heart and spirit is very heavy and sorrowful. I guess what will be , will be, and I am just a mere mortal whose life Fate likes to play games with to see what kind of person I'm really made of.
well I shall return later and actually update like I say I will, I have to go now and prepare my space for tonight. Blessed Be To All!
The Full moon falls on a Friday the 13th this month. The number 13 is associated with change and transformation, according to the Tarot, 13 is the Death card, signifying change, radical transformations, breakage of old lifestyles and life patterns, and sometimes even actual death , in order to make way for new beginnings that need to take place so we can become something more, or that something that needs to end,will do so, in order to bring about new life. so perhaps I will finally see some things I have been desperately been hoping for , to transform into reality instead of a wistful fancy. Or it could very well be that a lot of things will end for me, in painful ways that I require to grow and become something and someone more to myself and those around me. And just maybe, if Gods and Goddesses favor my requests, I will see a very good change in financial status.
I have also been somewhat depressed over a friendship that is seemingly trying to end on the other person's side. It seems no matter what I do or say or want and need..it seems that it is possibly going to happen anyway and they have walked away and given up? It makes me very depressed and disheartened because this person means very much to me in a lot of ways. But I guess but even the best kinds of love amongst friends sometimes doesn't last and doesn't become forever and a day. It is perhaps my doing in some ways..I tend to push and prod things when I feel a fire needs lit under it and action needs to be taken and occasionally I am guilty of shoving it when a gentle tap was all was needed. When I know I am right about something or someone and I see something that I know is there, very little can dissuade me from what and whom that I feel should be in my life or I should have, and the reasons given as to why not isn't something I want to see and hear especially when I know its just a load of crap and it never should be there to begin with.
Occasionally my brand of love, care and support,, given in any context, is a bit much for the other person to cope with or deal with and I find myself abandoned and left behind and purposely forgotten and they move onto others that are less intense in personality and action. I am guilty of being just too much of a lot of good things and I give it selflessly without regret or remorse with all I've got, and when I am not receiving back what I'm giving, I feel very frustrated, fed up, and downcast and I make no bones about expressing it verbally and otherwise.
Why sometimes The Gods and Goddesses puts someone in your life for a lengthy amount of time, and causes you to love and care for them and be all that they need you to be, and then take them away and leaves a big blank space in your life where they used to be,and it leaves you clueless and scrambling for answers as to exactly why and how it is going to be this way, is beyond my comprehension at times. I suppose I will see the answers to it all in due time. Right now I have to say my heart and spirit is very heavy and sorrowful. I guess what will be , will be, and I am just a mere mortal whose life Fate likes to play games with to see what kind of person I'm really made of.
well I shall return later and actually update like I say I will, I have to go now and prepare my space for tonight. Blessed Be To All!
Friday, April 11, 2014
New Money Spell bieng Done Tonight. First Full Moon Eclipse Coming Soon!
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! I hope everyone is doing well. Tonight I am going to be doing a new money spell from a spell kit I purchased in the mail. Normally I would never spend that much money on a spell kit of any kind, but every time I looked through this one site I found that this one spell kit drew my eyes and attention so I finally gave in and ordered it. Due to the fact that the spell itself belongs to someone else I cannot share the exact details without first asking their permission, but I will tell you all if it works or not later and direct you all to where it can be found so you can buy your own kit for yourselves! It comes with its own personal oils and resins and instructions, of which I am not exactly allowed to copy else I may be in trouble for copyright infringement and I do not need that!
Interestingly enough, I have not actually done the spell yet, but ever since I got the kit I have seen financial issues do very well, little things such as I got assistance to pay a bill, I got approved again for some personal assistance from a agency, I made a new customer on my kitsylane store just today, and tomorrow I am making some money from doing a family favor. So let us see what happens after tonight when I actually perform the spell and do as directions imply!
A astronomical event I want to alert everyone to, the first Full Moon Eclipse is coming on April 14-15,2014. This is going to be a special one as the color of the moon will become a orange-red shade and this is known as a "Blood Moon" The USA will see the partial phase about 1:58am and total eclipse will happen around 3am or later depending on your time zone , this one will be seen across the entire USA and Canada, we just might finally get to see one here, as where I live I have not gotten to see one in a long time. So between midnight and 6 am, on the night of the 14th-15th, be watching the skies for a beautiful, if ominous looking, sign of the times to change! This is going to be a harsh event astronomically speaking, The four Cardinal Planets are going to be facing off in a Cardinal Grand Cross in the week coming after this eclipse and all of us within the Four Cardinal Signs of the zodiac will be affected by massive career and relationship upheaval and changes. The eclipse in itself will be the tip off to all this change so be prepared for anything from massive blowouts between loved ones, relationship failures,losing your jobs, problems within the home and property, and any other type of sudden and catastrophic changes that will alter your life in a radical way. But remember..change is a good thing down the road and even if at the time it may be harsh and disturbing, you will benefit somehow in time! Me being a Capricorn, I expect to see something shift in a way I do not want to see but I have to embrace and roll with the tides and remind myself that whatever comes is what was meant to happen to begin with.
At the end of this month, on April 28-29th, we will see a New Moon Solar Eclipse, which will be much gentler on the raw and turbulent changes we just went through during the full Moon. This eclipse will bring a much needed balm to our wounds and smooth out the path for new changes to come that will be of good for all of us. I personally have to go and renew the lease to my apartment on the 28th so I am hoping that my housing manager is in a good mood! We may see another love interest pop up out of nowhere, get hired for another job, patch up problems with loved ones and see other issues resolve themselves in a way that made the sudden changes from the Full Moon Eclipse seem like a divine comedy taking place. We may find ourselves laughing at the absurdity of everything and thinking to ourselves what was I so distressed about when look at the great thing that just came of it all??!!
I will post again soon, hopefully it wont be a month from now, with details as to what happened as a result of my new spell working and what occurred during the Eclipse time. Until then..Bright Blessings to all!!
Interestingly enough, I have not actually done the spell yet, but ever since I got the kit I have seen financial issues do very well, little things such as I got assistance to pay a bill, I got approved again for some personal assistance from a agency, I made a new customer on my kitsylane store just today, and tomorrow I am making some money from doing a family favor. So let us see what happens after tonight when I actually perform the spell and do as directions imply!
A astronomical event I want to alert everyone to, the first Full Moon Eclipse is coming on April 14-15,2014. This is going to be a special one as the color of the moon will become a orange-red shade and this is known as a "Blood Moon" The USA will see the partial phase about 1:58am and total eclipse will happen around 3am or later depending on your time zone , this one will be seen across the entire USA and Canada, we just might finally get to see one here, as where I live I have not gotten to see one in a long time. So between midnight and 6 am, on the night of the 14th-15th, be watching the skies for a beautiful, if ominous looking, sign of the times to change! This is going to be a harsh event astronomically speaking, The four Cardinal Planets are going to be facing off in a Cardinal Grand Cross in the week coming after this eclipse and all of us within the Four Cardinal Signs of the zodiac will be affected by massive career and relationship upheaval and changes. The eclipse in itself will be the tip off to all this change so be prepared for anything from massive blowouts between loved ones, relationship failures,losing your jobs, problems within the home and property, and any other type of sudden and catastrophic changes that will alter your life in a radical way. But remember..change is a good thing down the road and even if at the time it may be harsh and disturbing, you will benefit somehow in time! Me being a Capricorn, I expect to see something shift in a way I do not want to see but I have to embrace and roll with the tides and remind myself that whatever comes is what was meant to happen to begin with.
At the end of this month, on April 28-29th, we will see a New Moon Solar Eclipse, which will be much gentler on the raw and turbulent changes we just went through during the full Moon. This eclipse will bring a much needed balm to our wounds and smooth out the path for new changes to come that will be of good for all of us. I personally have to go and renew the lease to my apartment on the 28th so I am hoping that my housing manager is in a good mood! We may see another love interest pop up out of nowhere, get hired for another job, patch up problems with loved ones and see other issues resolve themselves in a way that made the sudden changes from the Full Moon Eclipse seem like a divine comedy taking place. We may find ourselves laughing at the absurdity of everything and thinking to ourselves what was I so distressed about when look at the great thing that just came of it all??!!
I will post again soon, hopefully it wont be a month from now, with details as to what happened as a result of my new spell working and what occurred during the Eclipse time. Until then..Bright Blessings to all!!
Thursday, March 13, 2014
March 13,2014
I am very guilty of not writing in awhile, I have had some personal issues going on and I am having a hard time dealing with it, however things seem to be looking a bit better for the moment. To fill you all in, I recently received my taxes back and it was a much needed financial boost. I have not done any spellwork or magical anything for at least two months because I simply have not had the ambition or drive to even touch it. You can't work any magical anything properly if your mindset and emotional state is not in focus and you have 50 things going on that may negatively influence it in a way that will affect the outcome and results. If you are angry, depressed, not sleeping, etc..its best to wait until you feel better to do anything.
It seems I am going to have to redo the Seal Up Your Problems Jar Spell yet again. A particular issue keeps popping back into my life and this time it has to go and stay gone! When a situation or someone just keeps causing you and others issues and problems endlessly no matter how hard you try to get it/them to leave then its time to pull out the bag of tricks and pick a big one.
Today I went on a limb and ordered a handmade Prosperity and Abundance spell kit from a online alchemist's shop I have browsed through several times. That one spell kit keeps catching my attention and I felt compelled to finally purchase it. All materials that come in it are handmade the day it is ordered and etc..so let us see what happens after I receive it and follow the instructions. The spell scroll included in it is reportedly from a Native American Shaman, and I am intensely curious as to what it's about and what happens when you use the incantation written on the scroll. I have Native roots, from my mother's side, 5 generations back so their path of magical and spiritual practices appeals to me in certain ways. Normally I make and create my own spells and supplies but I am very curious as to why I kept being drawn to the shop page and that one particular kit. It may very well be that it will become money well spent. I wont get it for at least a couple weeks, maybe in time for the New Moon which is idealistically the right time to begin new spells.
I have not decided whether or not I want to do anything witchy for this Full Moon on Sunday the 16th, I have not felt well or in the groove of things for awhile so thus my energy and drive is not up to snuff to be working on anything huge or important. I may just set out all my crystal tools and divination supplies, my stationary spells, and powder and anoint my baggies and let them all get a charge. For now my readers, It is time for bed..it's 12:45am in Tennessee. I bid you all Blessed Be and I will return shortly!
It seems I am going to have to redo the Seal Up Your Problems Jar Spell yet again. A particular issue keeps popping back into my life and this time it has to go and stay gone! When a situation or someone just keeps causing you and others issues and problems endlessly no matter how hard you try to get it/them to leave then its time to pull out the bag of tricks and pick a big one.
Today I went on a limb and ordered a handmade Prosperity and Abundance spell kit from a online alchemist's shop I have browsed through several times. That one spell kit keeps catching my attention and I felt compelled to finally purchase it. All materials that come in it are handmade the day it is ordered and etc..so let us see what happens after I receive it and follow the instructions. The spell scroll included in it is reportedly from a Native American Shaman, and I am intensely curious as to what it's about and what happens when you use the incantation written on the scroll. I have Native roots, from my mother's side, 5 generations back so their path of magical and spiritual practices appeals to me in certain ways. Normally I make and create my own spells and supplies but I am very curious as to why I kept being drawn to the shop page and that one particular kit. It may very well be that it will become money well spent. I wont get it for at least a couple weeks, maybe in time for the New Moon which is idealistically the right time to begin new spells.
I have not decided whether or not I want to do anything witchy for this Full Moon on Sunday the 16th, I have not felt well or in the groove of things for awhile so thus my energy and drive is not up to snuff to be working on anything huge or important. I may just set out all my crystal tools and divination supplies, my stationary spells, and powder and anoint my baggies and let them all get a charge. For now my readers, It is time for bed..it's 12:45am in Tennessee. I bid you all Blessed Be and I will return shortly!
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Astral Travel and Divination Enhancement
Today's post will center on helping oneself achieve better Astral Travel and Divinatory experiences. Some of us are born naturally inclined and gifted with a high degree of clairvoyant and medium receptiveness, while some of us need a bit of fine tuning and training. It is believed by many that every human on this planet has untapped potential to harness and use the power to divine the secrets of the unknown in both past and future tense, as well as present moments in time, and to travel beyond one's physical body into realms that only Spirit can go. Astral travel is the ability to leave one's physical body via soul separation and go to places, people, and other spiritual realms that our physical body cannot achieve, to learn about our past, present and future selves and the scenarios which will or have already played out in our physical world. This is often accomplished while asleep, or during deep meditation, it is often called a OBE , or a out of body experience. People have died physically and reported seeing themselves floating above or standing beside their "dead" body , watching the scenery, and then they are jolted back in to their bodies. We have all had the "falling" sensation upon waking up from a heavy sleep and finding we feel like we have ran a marathon or been dropped from a great height, this is your soul bouncing back into your body after it has been out wandering. Some of us have had very vivid dreams where we were somewhere with someone or there was vivid scenery that looks and feel as if you are wide awake and actually experiencing it as like you are in a movie, or watching it from the sidelines, or you are taking part in the actions and watching yourself perform actions and going through events..in a way you are, or you might possibly be finding yourself in the situation at a later time and date in the "real" world that you already live in. Most of us will not remember very well what we were doing or where we were before we wake up, this is the hard part of Astral Projecting and Dream work. Teaching oneself to have clairvoyant visions and experiences can be done while either awake or asleep, and is a different process. Empaths have the ability to see and feel and experience others emotions and personal vibes, and also energy and vibrations in the atmosphere and in the people and places around them, spiritual mediums have the gift to see, feel, or experience some type of contact with spirits of the deceased and spiritual energies meant to guide them towards a conclusion to a question or situation that needs clearer answers, either about themselves or a person or situation for whom they are asking to be guided towards revealing answers. I created a special oil, made from a partial 300 year old Gypsy recipe, and tweaked it a bit to add in my own ingredients, to aide myself in my own ventures, and I want to share it with you all, This oil is to be kept in a dark bottle, placed into dark cupboard or drawer or something where it is sealed away from sunlight, sunlight reputedly ruins the oil and its properties, so best to keep it in a dark space. It's purpose is for delving into the dark mysteries of the Veil, and most divination practices are best done at the new Moon and the few days before and after the New Moon. This is a potent oil, I have personally had physical sensations while making the oil itself, and after the oil was steeped properly. It causes the eyes to dilate if applied to the Third Eye area, you may feel light headed or drowsy, and while you are sleeping it creates very strong and vivid dreams, it literally physically and spiritually opens you up to receive clairvoyant and psychic reception. I strongly advise to not drive or operate heavy machinery or do anything else that requires a focused conscious while working with this oil. If adverse effects such as a rash or swelling or anything remotely allergic occurs while using it on your skin, stick with using it in other external ways. I understand everyone is different and some may or may not have a unwanted reaction to some of the strong herbs used in this recipe.
Solitary Shadow's Divination / Astral Travel Oil.
1 Tps of Dittanny of Crete
1 Tps of Mugwort
1 Tps White Sage
1 Tps of Damaina
1 Tps Wild Lettuce Leaf
1 Tps each of Lavender, and Jasmine Flower
1 very small High John Root, crushed
1/4 tps each of White Copal, Dragon's Blood, Frankincense and Myrrh Resins ground fine.
This herbal mixture is to be placed inside a cup and to it will be added 4 oz each of 100% pure olive or almond oils, and this will be gently heated in a pot of gently boiling water, or in a double boiler for exactly 9 minutes, it must be gently steaming , and all herbs, roots, and resins stirred briskly to ensure it all mixes properly, but do not allow the oil to boil. Set it aside to cool and bottle everything roots, herbs, and all, and allow it to sit for at least 30 days. This is to be made on a New Moon and usage can begin on the next New Moon. If you want to use just the powdered herbs as a incense or addition to charm bags, sleep aide satchets, and spells, it can be used immediately. Makes about 4 tablespoons of powder.
It will have a strong floral and greenery type scent that lingers for a good while. I left my herbs and resins inside my oil bottle and it will turn a dark brow/green shade over time, this does not affect the use of the oil, however if you want to strain yours that is fine. The oil can be used on your body, on spell papers and candles, inside prepared charm bags, and a drop or two used onto your divination tools. In my experiences, the scent and properties of the oil both opens me up to receive clairvoyant and empathetic messages, whether asleep or awake, as well as attracting spiritual contacts as spiritual entities seem to like both the scent of the oil and herbal preparation. I hope everyone finds this to be a useful and stimulating recipe and I hope everyone that uses it has great experiences like I have. I have to go for now I have tons to do.. **Blessed Be To All**
Solitary Shadow's Divination / Astral Travel Oil.
1 Tps of Dittanny of Crete
1 Tps of Mugwort
1 Tps White Sage
1 Tps of Damaina
1 Tps Wild Lettuce Leaf
1 Tps each of Lavender, and Jasmine Flower
1 very small High John Root, crushed
1/4 tps each of White Copal, Dragon's Blood, Frankincense and Myrrh Resins ground fine.
This herbal mixture is to be placed inside a cup and to it will be added 4 oz each of 100% pure olive or almond oils, and this will be gently heated in a pot of gently boiling water, or in a double boiler for exactly 9 minutes, it must be gently steaming , and all herbs, roots, and resins stirred briskly to ensure it all mixes properly, but do not allow the oil to boil. Set it aside to cool and bottle everything roots, herbs, and all, and allow it to sit for at least 30 days. This is to be made on a New Moon and usage can begin on the next New Moon. If you want to use just the powdered herbs as a incense or addition to charm bags, sleep aide satchets, and spells, it can be used immediately. Makes about 4 tablespoons of powder.
It will have a strong floral and greenery type scent that lingers for a good while. I left my herbs and resins inside my oil bottle and it will turn a dark brow/green shade over time, this does not affect the use of the oil, however if you want to strain yours that is fine. The oil can be used on your body, on spell papers and candles, inside prepared charm bags, and a drop or two used onto your divination tools. In my experiences, the scent and properties of the oil both opens me up to receive clairvoyant and empathetic messages, whether asleep or awake, as well as attracting spiritual contacts as spiritual entities seem to like both the scent of the oil and herbal preparation. I hope everyone finds this to be a useful and stimulating recipe and I hope everyone that uses it has great experiences like I have. I have to go for now I have tons to do.. **Blessed Be To All**
Friday, January 10, 2014
Great Developments Are Taking Place!
I am excited and have been in a great mood all week! The Gods and Goddesses and all Higher Powers are surely smiling down on me lately! I have been busy social media hopping to publishers and advertisers to add my book "The Darkened Path Book 1: The Burden" to their lists, I have seen wonderfully positive developments for my friend and I am so relieved and happy for him, that is a huge weight off my mind and for his too! Things in my life lately seem to be falling slowly into place on a lot of levels and I am very happy with that. I have made new friends across the world and suddenly have a lot of social support and that makes me feel great inside! So busy I have been , that I have not managed to complete the Better Business spell I posted about over New Years holiday. With all this excitement and buzz floating around me I may not actually need it but I am going to finish it this weekend. Why not add extra rocket fuel? It just might get me boosted to the stratosphere! I am about to publish a new website from webs.com and I will have that done by the weekend and when I get it finished I will post the link for that too! Inside it will be a showcase of my book, a small web store for some of my Pagan products I make here in my home, links to my blogs I have here on Google, and snippets of other things. This is going to be a short post, I have tons of other things to do this weekend, so to all my readers, Bright Blessings!
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