So something or a someone is divinely trying to speak to me.. The thought has been divinely seeded into my subconscious mind to make a petition for fertility, as in the baby making kind of fertility. Earlier today I found myself intently reading articles on a Santeria information website about the Orishas Yemaya and Oshun, the spiritual deities of Santeria and may other similar spiritual practices whom are related to sex, conception, motherhood, fertility and other reproductive matters. Fertility can mean a great number of things and does not have to specify making babies.. I was drawn in and absorbed very strongly into this as if something was pulling me into it saying.. "Do this petiton, ask us for this favor!" "This is the right choice and the right spirit to ask for this!"
Now what baffles me about this..is that I medically am not supposed to be able to conceive again. I had a tubal ligation 10 years ago, so even if I made the physical attempt to conceive a baby there is a 95% chance it may not happen, and if it does happen well the chance of a dangerous tubal pregnancy is still very high. Secondly, well there is currently no one in my life at the moment that I am planning to be initiating any type of conception acts with, that is unless some sexy stranger pops up out of the blue and things get a bit wild and shazam!! Instant conception via spiritual and divine intervention. I have read several accounts and heard many stories about women becoming pregnant and carrying a full term pregnancy after having a tubal ligation. Medical statistics state this happens in about 10 out of 1500 pregnancies, due to incorrectly done procedures and the occasion that something goes awry after the tubal ligation is done, that it heals back together or somehow a fistula type space opens up in the closed off tube to allow a matured egg to pass down to the uterus and it gets fertilized. Usually the egg gets attached to the tube and not in the uterus, resulting in the dangerous tubal pregnancy. I feel that no amount of modern medical procedures and science can halt or deny something so natural and strong as the human reproductive system and the divine will of God and Goddess to bless us with babies will prevail despite what medical science says is "impossible". I doubt that the number of reported normal pregnancies is correct, the instances of a normal 40 week pregnancy after a tubal ligation is probably much higher than 10.. probably more like 100 or more since no one in the medical community wants to admit their surgical blunders and the fact that oh they are occasionally wrong!
So why and how it is that I am being inexplicably drawn into making this type of petition to a couple of spiritual deities that are not normally a specific part of my chosen path? I am a bit curious and confused. I have sometimes questioned to myself about why exactly Saint Holy Death seems to favor me too but I am not fool enough to argue with what Mrs. Death wants or needs from me..who wants to argue about or question anything with a spirit that controls all types of death and transformations on such a powerful scale?! I am not yet brave enough to go and ask her yet so I just keep on with what I do with and for her and let her be part of my life in however way she sees fit. so if Orishas' Yemaya and Oshun want to step in and become part of my life I guess I can't argue with that either. But there is something I often ponder.. why do different deities and spirits from other cultures and practices decide to come to someone that isn't directly affiliated or a devotee to them and say " Make a altar for me and come visit and chat with me, and ask me for this favor and we will see what I can do for you?" It must not matter exactly what faith, practice or culture you are?? So if a spirit, God Goddess or deity shows itself in some way to you and gives your magical abilities and inner conscious a hard jolt well perhaps it is best to open your brain and senses and pay attention to why and what the reason is for that even if you are having serious questions and reservations...
While I was reading these pages on the Orishas and reading down through the information about offerings, rituals, instructions, etc.. the fertility idea sparked like a hot wire in my mind and my subconscious intuition was literally shouting at me to go and make a supply list and run to the shops and stores that have the supplies required and buy them ASAP. Because for some as yet unknown reason I am definitely going be needing this stuff by the 15th of May, the three day period before the New Moon, and that yes I am going to be doing this petition on the weekend of the New Moon and that it must be done during this time frame.. Then I decided to go check a horoscope page I like to read from Susan Miller..it quotes
"" The new moon in the same romantic sector (fifth house) will take over when Mars leaves. The new moon will arrive on May 18, in Taurus, 27 degrees. This new moon will light your fifth house of true love and ordinarily bring you your very best opportunity to enjoy romance and if single, find love."" "" The new moon of May 18 will continue to carry the theme of love and an increasingly busy social life for you, but this moon comes with troublesome aspects. You may be thinking about one of your children and how best to help her, or about a pregnancy you would like to initiate." " If your birthday falls on January17, plus or minus four days, you will benefit from this new moon the most. The same is true if you have Capricorn rising 27 degrees, plus or minus five degrees, or have a natal planet at that degree with the same mathematical tolerance, in Capricorn, Virgo, Taurus, Scorpio, or Pisces."" Let me specify right now that my birthday is January 18th...I also have a daughter that lives out of state.. so I maybe having to be there for her in some way that she needs. I've been single for 5 years now.. who is going to be looking me up and down and having serious ideas about me being their cute housebunny and sweet baby momma? What exactly is the universe planning to drop into my life exactly well I guess I will be finding out very soon!
My stubborn brain and the part of which usually has strong and logical common sense, is telling me this fertility petition idea is a bit absurd that I should not attempt to be doing this and why am I considering this? However the deeper intuition is stoutly debating with my common sense and screaming and jumping up and down with excitement and fervor at me to do it anyway. That I must do this ritual and petition and it must be these two specific Orisha that I go to and ask for this fertility favor and no one else. That there is no reason why I should not do this and I most certainly will be setting up this altar and buying the necessary tools and supplies and offerings. I can only hope that if I really decide to listen to this buzzing in my brain that something really fantastic will emerge from it.
I was strongly reminded of a dream I had back in February 2014, it rattled me so much that I wrote it down and drove myself crazy thinking about it for weeks, and then I stored it away in my journal and said I would go back to it later... Of which in said dream I was in a doctors office, laid out on a exam table and watching this male, white headed, elderly doctor do a 3-D ultrasound scan and lo and behold I saw twin boys and in the dream you could see the babies very clearly in the screen on the machine, they even had a likeness of blonde hair and the size and shape of the babies indicated they were very far along in gestational age. Perhaps it is time for this dream to begin the manifestation into reality in my waking life.. and the spirits that want to help me see this come to be is Orisha Yemaya and Orisha Oshun. So I will be writing again about this very soon, and telling you all what is going on with this in a few days and what the result might be. Bright Blessings to Everyone and I will return shortly!!
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
5-5-2015 Effects Of The Recent Full Moon
The Full Moon we just had did not go well for me, I spent the entire weekend laid up in bed with a 100 degree temperature and broadsided by a horrendous migraine headache that crippled all sense of cognitive functions. I'll spare the details but let me just say my bed and the porcelain bowl was the farthest trip I made for at least 36 hours. It took until Monday before I was gingerly eating and keeping fluids down and I had any energy to attempt to do chores or anything else that required significant concentration and effort and even summoning that much energy made me exhausted. I detest the headache demon with a passion! Whatsoever evil vile entity that causes that kind of misery can go back to the underworld and stay there and never visit me again!
I regret that I was unable to do my usual ritual work and spells for the Full Moon that I make a habit of. My charm bags, crystals, and other tools went untouched and I am usually very particular about keeping everything charged, anointed, blessed, and working properly. I suppose God and Goddess had some divine intention for the lapse in routine? I may have divinely been intercepted and struck down sick in order to keep me at home and away from everyone and everything due to some disaster that may have happened to me had I left my home or went out anywhere, or to prevent me from seeing or having contact with someone or something that was not good for me for the whole 2 days? I hate to think that at some point before the weekend I somehow came into contact with some malicious energy or was a victim of someone's negative will or intentions that I brought home with me and was not aware of it, or that some low level negative thing attached itself to me and hijacked my physical body? Those are possible scenarios for suddenly coming down sick from out of nowhere especially if you were fine in the hours or days beforehand.
I remember that earlier in the evening on Saturday, before I got the headache, I had sent one of my son's friends home because of a issue that came up over them not behaving like I had specifically asked, and he was originally going to spend the night and I decided against it so I called his mother to come get him, of which she was angry with me and drove off from my house in a temper..it was not my problem her child could not do as I asked so yes I had the right to send him back home. Before he even came over to the house I already had the feeling I didn't really feel like having to see or talk to anyone and I was not in the mood for company or having to go anywhere or see anyone if I could avoid it. I didn't realize why or what the reason was for that until later. By later that night about 11 pm the temperature, and a mild headache had started and I said to myself I would just take some Tylenol and go to bed and maybe by the next day I would feel better but obviously that was not what was going to transpire for the next day and a half. As of right now I feel fine as if nothing ever happened to me and I was never sick to begin with.
Perhaps I will just use the next two weeks until the New Moon that will come May 18th, to work on Cleansing of my home and ritual space, or focus on Banishing, Road Opening, and Unblocking work. The Money Uncrossing Spell comes to mind again, as does the Financial Road Opener Spell that I never got around to posting. I will definitely get to that soon, because I have no errands and only a few unfinished chores to catch up on so I will have time to squeeze in a new post. For now my lovelies I am going to bed. I still feel tired and I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and start a new day. Bright Blessings Everyone and I will return soon!
I regret that I was unable to do my usual ritual work and spells for the Full Moon that I make a habit of. My charm bags, crystals, and other tools went untouched and I am usually very particular about keeping everything charged, anointed, blessed, and working properly. I suppose God and Goddess had some divine intention for the lapse in routine? I may have divinely been intercepted and struck down sick in order to keep me at home and away from everyone and everything due to some disaster that may have happened to me had I left my home or went out anywhere, or to prevent me from seeing or having contact with someone or something that was not good for me for the whole 2 days? I hate to think that at some point before the weekend I somehow came into contact with some malicious energy or was a victim of someone's negative will or intentions that I brought home with me and was not aware of it, or that some low level negative thing attached itself to me and hijacked my physical body? Those are possible scenarios for suddenly coming down sick from out of nowhere especially if you were fine in the hours or days beforehand.
I remember that earlier in the evening on Saturday, before I got the headache, I had sent one of my son's friends home because of a issue that came up over them not behaving like I had specifically asked, and he was originally going to spend the night and I decided against it so I called his mother to come get him, of which she was angry with me and drove off from my house in a temper..it was not my problem her child could not do as I asked so yes I had the right to send him back home. Before he even came over to the house I already had the feeling I didn't really feel like having to see or talk to anyone and I was not in the mood for company or having to go anywhere or see anyone if I could avoid it. I didn't realize why or what the reason was for that until later. By later that night about 11 pm the temperature, and a mild headache had started and I said to myself I would just take some Tylenol and go to bed and maybe by the next day I would feel better but obviously that was not what was going to transpire for the next day and a half. As of right now I feel fine as if nothing ever happened to me and I was never sick to begin with.
Perhaps I will just use the next two weeks until the New Moon that will come May 18th, to work on Cleansing of my home and ritual space, or focus on Banishing, Road Opening, and Unblocking work. The Money Uncrossing Spell comes to mind again, as does the Financial Road Opener Spell that I never got around to posting. I will definitely get to that soon, because I have no errands and only a few unfinished chores to catch up on so I will have time to squeeze in a new post. For now my lovelies I am going to bed. I still feel tired and I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and start a new day. Bright Blessings Everyone and I will return soon!
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
May 2015 Full Moon
The may 3-4th Full moon falls in the sign of Scorpio, with Taurus being the sign opposing it. With aspects of Taurus pulling on one end and Scorpio on the other we may find ourselves in a position where the metaphorical angel says on thing on the right shoulder, and the devil speaks to us from the other side, and we are torn between doing what is right for others or just doing what is right for just ourselves. This might manifest as doing what is asked of us but only to a certain extent so as to not exhaust or burn ourselves out. Scorpio is dark, brooding, heavily emotional, while Taurus is light, happy and carefree. Some of us may have fierce mood swings or be introverted and withdrawn into the deep recesses of our minds, searching for hidden truths and feeling deep and intense emotions, while others may be all about having and sharing our love, security, comfort, and fine creature comforts. We might combine these two aspects and find ourselves holed up in our beds buried under our warm soft bedcovers where it is secure and comfortable, and contemplating deeply within over the emotions and issues of our lives and seeking answers to deep questions. This sounds like me right about now.. I really feel like being left alone to think and pile up in my bed, cover my head up and block out the world for a bit. I personally need to be resting and trying to get some much needed sleep soon, the last three nights I have been burning up the midnight oil and I find myself awake at 3 am and I cant sleep to save my life because my exceptionally empathetic and highly sensitive mind and body refuses to shut down.
Scorpio can be jealous, possessive and secretive.. and Taurus can be soft, nurturing, and loving, if questions or issues come up in a relationship over trust or fidelity from another partner or the other partner is suspected of hiding truths, this is the influence of Scorpio's darker energy manifesting and we have to be careful not to point fingers or accuse where there may be nothing to be judging or accusing someone of. Also secrets that have been long buried may come to the light that have been otherwise hidden for months or years. Don't be surprised too much if you find out for certain that a nagging thought you have had for awhile about a person or a situation involving that person is in fact a very shocking or painful reality , or if someone comes to you spilling out their own secrets or truths that may not be what you were expecting to be enlightened about. On the lighter side of this, as is Taurus's influence, you may have a deep and emotional discussion with your partner about your strongest needs and desires or there is something heavy going on in your life that requires them to step in and offer support and emotional comfort and security.
You may find yourself being the extremely empathetic counselor or support system this weekend, and do try to not be annoyed or resentful of this, the experience could turn out to be very emotionally or spiritually rewarding in ways you were not expecting. I personally expect to find myself being someone's much needed therapist or stout support system as is usually the case with me. I am always being someone's rock, despite my internal reservations and occasional resentments about having to put aside my own needs and wants and tend to them first. It seems when everyone else needs something I am one of the first people they come to ask for it and I find myself giving because I know I am the right person to be giving and doing this for them and despite my occasional desire to just be left alone, it is my duty and obligation, and ultimately, The God and Goddess's divinely given appointed task that I be the healer, teacher, and guardian to my peers and closest partners and lend whatever kind of support and help where and how it is needed and if that means I have to give up a precious few hours of sleep or forsake some other personal want or desire to talk to someone, defend their crumbling walls, or just hold them and let them cry their eyes out over a crises then so be it. Knowing I have done the task set before me and I was there when it was required and doing what was needed is it's own spiritual reward. I think I can forsake my beauty sleep for that.. what about you? I have to go now and get some chores done and just maybe curl up for a nap with the cat if I am lucky, right Blessings to everyone and have a good day and I will return soon!
Scorpio can be jealous, possessive and secretive.. and Taurus can be soft, nurturing, and loving, if questions or issues come up in a relationship over trust or fidelity from another partner or the other partner is suspected of hiding truths, this is the influence of Scorpio's darker energy manifesting and we have to be careful not to point fingers or accuse where there may be nothing to be judging or accusing someone of. Also secrets that have been long buried may come to the light that have been otherwise hidden for months or years. Don't be surprised too much if you find out for certain that a nagging thought you have had for awhile about a person or a situation involving that person is in fact a very shocking or painful reality , or if someone comes to you spilling out their own secrets or truths that may not be what you were expecting to be enlightened about. On the lighter side of this, as is Taurus's influence, you may have a deep and emotional discussion with your partner about your strongest needs and desires or there is something heavy going on in your life that requires them to step in and offer support and emotional comfort and security.
You may find yourself being the extremely empathetic counselor or support system this weekend, and do try to not be annoyed or resentful of this, the experience could turn out to be very emotionally or spiritually rewarding in ways you were not expecting. I personally expect to find myself being someone's much needed therapist or stout support system as is usually the case with me. I am always being someone's rock, despite my internal reservations and occasional resentments about having to put aside my own needs and wants and tend to them first. It seems when everyone else needs something I am one of the first people they come to ask for it and I find myself giving because I know I am the right person to be giving and doing this for them and despite my occasional desire to just be left alone, it is my duty and obligation, and ultimately, The God and Goddess's divinely given appointed task that I be the healer, teacher, and guardian to my peers and closest partners and lend whatever kind of support and help where and how it is needed and if that means I have to give up a precious few hours of sleep or forsake some other personal want or desire to talk to someone, defend their crumbling walls, or just hold them and let them cry their eyes out over a crises then so be it. Knowing I have done the task set before me and I was there when it was required and doing what was needed is it's own spiritual reward. I think I can forsake my beauty sleep for that.. what about you? I have to go now and get some chores done and just maybe curl up for a nap with the cat if I am lucky, right Blessings to everyone and have a good day and I will return soon!
Monday, April 27, 2015
New Beginnings!!
This coming few weeks will be a fantastic new beginning for me and my household. I went to a apartment application appointment today and I was all but approved for a new apartment on the spot. The application has to be fully processed and all other paperwork verified and then 2 more people ahead of me have to be approved or not approved, and then I will receive notification a move in date. This should take at least a couple weeks if not less time. My work life is about to take a good turn too, I went back to my Avon job I used to have months ago. So new home, new job and new life has come about in a very short time and I feel very Blessed and God and Goddess have bestowed a bit of favor down on me!! I feel like massive weight of stress and strain has been lifted off my back.
Of course there are certain people unhappy with how my life is going and they so wish I would move back to my old life and sure lets go backwards and make my life worse ?! I am trying to break free from old habits and old patterns and the people, places and situations from the past and move forward and I know by me moving back to a place I left behind and the life I used to live while I lived there and the people I had to deal with would not be good for me. I cant and will not live my life to suit someone else and allow them to live my life for me and I am not going back to the old pattern of the past and allow that past situation to become my life again. And I swear so help me God and Goddess if someone goes behind me and tries to screw this up on purpose and somehow manages to cause me setback and delays and problems there will be all of my power invested in the worst vindictive retaliation I can conjure!! Yes I have had certain people try to screw up my life because it doesn't make them happy that they were not getting what they wanted from me and situations were not going as they schemed and planned on seeing happen and I had to deal with a lot of negative backlash over it.
Now I hope since this situation is going well for me so far, that other things in my life will also go well. Me living here has put a major stress and strain on my life in a lot of personal and financial situations and maybe now since I am moving forward to a new place that my personal and financial life will also change in a more positive way. am going to go for now I have 100 things to be doing now and I got to get this ball rolling and get this new development moving along in the right direction. Bright Blessings to everyone and I will return soon!
Of course there are certain people unhappy with how my life is going and they so wish I would move back to my old life and sure lets go backwards and make my life worse ?! I am trying to break free from old habits and old patterns and the people, places and situations from the past and move forward and I know by me moving back to a place I left behind and the life I used to live while I lived there and the people I had to deal with would not be good for me. I cant and will not live my life to suit someone else and allow them to live my life for me and I am not going back to the old pattern of the past and allow that past situation to become my life again. And I swear so help me God and Goddess if someone goes behind me and tries to screw this up on purpose and somehow manages to cause me setback and delays and problems there will be all of my power invested in the worst vindictive retaliation I can conjure!! Yes I have had certain people try to screw up my life because it doesn't make them happy that they were not getting what they wanted from me and situations were not going as they schemed and planned on seeing happen and I had to deal with a lot of negative backlash over it.
Now I hope since this situation is going well for me so far, that other things in my life will also go well. Me living here has put a major stress and strain on my life in a lot of personal and financial situations and maybe now since I am moving forward to a new place that my personal and financial life will also change in a more positive way. am going to go for now I have 100 things to be doing now and I got to get this ball rolling and get this new development moving along in the right direction. Bright Blessings to everyone and I will return soon!
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Money Uncrossing Spell 4-22-2015
There are some positive changes coming my way tomorrow, I am going to the apartment complex I mentioned in the last post to fill out a application. It is the one that called and said their wait list was short. I have a interview with a publications company on Friday the 24th for what appears to be a Account Executive position. I think I meet their basic qualifications and it is similar to a job I have done before.
I now have a new spell to post and instructions for a interesting recipe I have recently made. It is called Money Uncrossing oil and the herb and root and dry ingredients can be used for powder as well. I find it somewhat humorous that I made this oil about a month or so ago and now I find my own financial situations blocked and now I may very well have a reason to be using this oil!
This spell oil and powder has ALOT of ingredients, my intention was to blast any crossed conditions concerning money and finances into smithereens! I will include other instructions for a different kind of oil and powder that we can used for Unblocking and Road Opening of financial matters in the next post because that spell is a variation of fixing one's financial troubles.
The recipe for Money Uncrossing powder is as follows: Mix 1/4 teaspoon of each ingredient together for a small batch as is used in the oil, and adjust the individual quantities up to 1/2 a teaspoon of each ingredient for a larger batch if you want powder that will last awhile.
Angelica root, ground.
Basil leaves, ground,
Bay Leaves crumbled,
Blue Flag Root ground,
Calendula Flower Shredded,
Cinnamon powder
Chamomile flower,
Cayenne pepper,
Calamus root ground,
Cedar Needles ground,
Dry Coffee Grounds
Dill Weed ground,
Frankinsence powder,
Five Finger Grass, finely crumbled,
Ginger Root powdered
Juniper Berries, crushed,
Jezebel Root powdered,
Fresh Lemon Zest, finely shredded,
Lemongrass, finely shredded,
Nutmeg, ground
Orris Root, ground finely,
Parsley leaves, finely chopped,
Patchouli Root, finely ground,
Red Brick Dust
Sassafras root (Gumbo File Powder),
Sandalwood Powder
Vertivert Root, ground finely.
Mix and sift every ingredient together and if you want you can run it through a high speed blender to make it a finer dusting powder. For the oil use about 2 oz of carrier oil of almond or olive oil and place the dry herbs and the oils mixed together in a double boiler and heat and stir on low-medium heat until it is hot but do not allow it to scorch or boil. Take it off the heat and let it cool once you can start smelling the different scents of the herbs coming through. After it cools a bit you can pour herbs and all into a bottle and allow it to sit at least 30 days before the first use, in both sunlight and moonlight. I sat mine in the windowsill and let it be until just recently.
Now for the spell that I designed to go along with the recipe! This spell is to be done 3 days before the New Moon.
You shall need: One black and green double action candle, Inscribe the candle with words and sigils and whatever resonates with you that signifies getting rid of your situation on the black side and engrave the wording so that when you turn the candle right side up that the inscription is upside down. The black side of the candle should be upright so as the black wax melts and goes down so wont the negative situations. On the green side, and written upright, inscribe what you would like to see happen or the positive result you wish to manifest.
One written spell petition written according to your cause and situation, describing exactly what you want to see uncrossed and what the positive result is to be.
Anoint this candle and your petition paper in your Money Uncrossing oil.
Roll the candle in a bit of the Money Uncrossing Powder.
Sit the Candle in a heat proof dish and circle the candle three times with the powder counterclockwise. Remember you are sending bad energies out..so it's counterclockwise.
Light the candle and recite your spell paper 3 times, light the paper with the candle flame and allow it to burn completely to ash. Allow the candle to burn completely out while you sit and concentrate on your desire.
For a jar spell, to seal up the problems indefinitely, you will place your paper written to specify only the crossed condition you want to see sealed away in the bottom of the jar, the paper should be first wrapped in Spanish Moss or bound and tied tightly with black and green thread, and on top of the paper sprinkle a pinch of every single herb and dry ingredient in a 8 oz wide mouth jar with a sealable lid. Drizzle some of the oil on top of the paper and herbs, and replace the lid. Inscribe, anoint, and powder the candle as is stated above, and attach the candle to the lid of the jar and light it. Allow the candle to burn completely down, visualizing your crossed conditions sealed away where it can no longer bother you. Go out and bury the jar in a cemetery or at a crossroads far from your home, where it will not be dug up or disturbed.
I hope some of you will find this spell useful and should you try it do write in a comment and let me know how it works for you? I find especially that the jar versions of my spells that I have tried myself seem to have interesting and quick results! perhaps I can help Uncross a situation for someone else in need too! I shall go for now and leave you all to try your hand at it! Bright Blessings To All and I shall return soon!
I now have a new spell to post and instructions for a interesting recipe I have recently made. It is called Money Uncrossing oil and the herb and root and dry ingredients can be used for powder as well. I find it somewhat humorous that I made this oil about a month or so ago and now I find my own financial situations blocked and now I may very well have a reason to be using this oil!
This spell oil and powder has ALOT of ingredients, my intention was to blast any crossed conditions concerning money and finances into smithereens! I will include other instructions for a different kind of oil and powder that we can used for Unblocking and Road Opening of financial matters in the next post because that spell is a variation of fixing one's financial troubles.
The recipe for Money Uncrossing powder is as follows: Mix 1/4 teaspoon of each ingredient together for a small batch as is used in the oil, and adjust the individual quantities up to 1/2 a teaspoon of each ingredient for a larger batch if you want powder that will last awhile.
Angelica root, ground.
Basil leaves, ground,
Bay Leaves crumbled,
Blue Flag Root ground,
Calendula Flower Shredded,
Cinnamon powder
Chamomile flower,
Cayenne pepper,
Calamus root ground,
Cedar Needles ground,
Dry Coffee Grounds
Dill Weed ground,
Frankinsence powder,
Five Finger Grass, finely crumbled,
Ginger Root powdered
Juniper Berries, crushed,
Jezebel Root powdered,
Fresh Lemon Zest, finely shredded,
Lemongrass, finely shredded,
Nutmeg, ground
Orris Root, ground finely,
Parsley leaves, finely chopped,
Patchouli Root, finely ground,
Red Brick Dust
Sassafras root (Gumbo File Powder),
Sandalwood Powder
Vertivert Root, ground finely.
Mix and sift every ingredient together and if you want you can run it through a high speed blender to make it a finer dusting powder. For the oil use about 2 oz of carrier oil of almond or olive oil and place the dry herbs and the oils mixed together in a double boiler and heat and stir on low-medium heat until it is hot but do not allow it to scorch or boil. Take it off the heat and let it cool once you can start smelling the different scents of the herbs coming through. After it cools a bit you can pour herbs and all into a bottle and allow it to sit at least 30 days before the first use, in both sunlight and moonlight. I sat mine in the windowsill and let it be until just recently.
Now for the spell that I designed to go along with the recipe! This spell is to be done 3 days before the New Moon.
You shall need: One black and green double action candle, Inscribe the candle with words and sigils and whatever resonates with you that signifies getting rid of your situation on the black side and engrave the wording so that when you turn the candle right side up that the inscription is upside down. The black side of the candle should be upright so as the black wax melts and goes down so wont the negative situations. On the green side, and written upright, inscribe what you would like to see happen or the positive result you wish to manifest.
One written spell petition written according to your cause and situation, describing exactly what you want to see uncrossed and what the positive result is to be.
Anoint this candle and your petition paper in your Money Uncrossing oil.
Roll the candle in a bit of the Money Uncrossing Powder.
Sit the Candle in a heat proof dish and circle the candle three times with the powder counterclockwise. Remember you are sending bad energies out..so it's counterclockwise.
Light the candle and recite your spell paper 3 times, light the paper with the candle flame and allow it to burn completely to ash. Allow the candle to burn completely out while you sit and concentrate on your desire.
For a jar spell, to seal up the problems indefinitely, you will place your paper written to specify only the crossed condition you want to see sealed away in the bottom of the jar, the paper should be first wrapped in Spanish Moss or bound and tied tightly with black and green thread, and on top of the paper sprinkle a pinch of every single herb and dry ingredient in a 8 oz wide mouth jar with a sealable lid. Drizzle some of the oil on top of the paper and herbs, and replace the lid. Inscribe, anoint, and powder the candle as is stated above, and attach the candle to the lid of the jar and light it. Allow the candle to burn completely down, visualizing your crossed conditions sealed away where it can no longer bother you. Go out and bury the jar in a cemetery or at a crossroads far from your home, where it will not be dug up or disturbed.
I hope some of you will find this spell useful and should you try it do write in a comment and let me know how it works for you? I find especially that the jar versions of my spells that I have tried myself seem to have interesting and quick results! perhaps I can help Uncross a situation for someone else in need too! I shall go for now and leave you all to try your hand at it! Bright Blessings To All and I shall return soon!
Monday, April 20, 2015
Many Transformations This Year!
Hello to All and Bright Blessings, I said I would be back to update on some changes happening for me since I have been gone. Firstly , as mentioned before.. I am in the process of scrambling to relocate to another apartment and I only have a scant amount of time to accomplish this. On Sunday, while I was perusing apartments, I decided to check on my tax return, and I got the disastrous news that the IRS has decided I owe them some money and my entire tax return has been taken back after I was so hoping to see it. I am currently working to resolve this issue because I feel that they may be mistaken or misguided in their decision and from what I have discovered recently I may be able to turn this stressful situation into a positive experience if I talk to the right people and get some help. It is very possible I do not owe this money and they have made a accounting mistake, and if not, then they still have not bothered to fully explain to me how and why I owe them my entire refund! If there by chance is something I have done in error to cause this situation I will amend it as soon as humanly possible and turn this mess around. A previous amount I was reportedly to have owed them was paid last year..so where the new bill came from and why I will definitely be finding out and breathing fire down someone's neck until I get the answers I need to hear!
On a brighter note..I intend to be taking some free CNA courses at a local assisted living home , and the stipulation to the free classes is that I agree to work at the place I took the classes from for at least a year. There are two such places doing this right now but I am choosing the one hat is currently closer to where I live. I am going tomorrow to fill out the application and I hope I am accepted and there is still a few spaces available, also I was told there is a apartment complex right down the street from this place I could very well be working at very soon.. I am seriously seeing some good signs with this!! How great would it be to have my job be a walking distance from my house?!! Another positive sign I got today was a apartment complex I had requested information about called me today and told me I could come fill out a application with them too because their wait list was very short. So even if things seem to be going downhill, there are still silver linings to the black clouds!
I know a lot of people in my situation would be severely stressed or having a meltdown hissy fit . Me however, I am a stout spirited person, very little actually rattles my nerves or gets under my skin. It takes a lot of pressure and stress and hardships before I let slip my cool. I deal with what comes and make do with what I have and make the best of it, I know losing my head will not change anything except to make things that much worse. I also feel that when bad things happen for me that there is a positive in there somewhere that I need to see and understand. Goddess and God and Higher Powers know what is planned for me and they are sending me on the right path even if there are going to be some rough patches on that path. I'm going to have to climb mountains, crush boulders, and break through obstacles and blockages to achieve any kind of success and I cannot let things get me down or eat away at me inside. These current setbacks and issue are just a test of my will and strength and endurance to see if I can make it through and what kind of person it will make me into later on.
I will be back soon, Blessed Be to All and I will return shortly!
On a brighter note..I intend to be taking some free CNA courses at a local assisted living home , and the stipulation to the free classes is that I agree to work at the place I took the classes from for at least a year. There are two such places doing this right now but I am choosing the one hat is currently closer to where I live. I am going tomorrow to fill out the application and I hope I am accepted and there is still a few spaces available, also I was told there is a apartment complex right down the street from this place I could very well be working at very soon.. I am seriously seeing some good signs with this!! How great would it be to have my job be a walking distance from my house?!! Another positive sign I got today was a apartment complex I had requested information about called me today and told me I could come fill out a application with them too because their wait list was very short. So even if things seem to be going downhill, there are still silver linings to the black clouds!
I know a lot of people in my situation would be severely stressed or having a meltdown hissy fit . Me however, I am a stout spirited person, very little actually rattles my nerves or gets under my skin. It takes a lot of pressure and stress and hardships before I let slip my cool. I deal with what comes and make do with what I have and make the best of it, I know losing my head will not change anything except to make things that much worse. I also feel that when bad things happen for me that there is a positive in there somewhere that I need to see and understand. Goddess and God and Higher Powers know what is planned for me and they are sending me on the right path even if there are going to be some rough patches on that path. I'm going to have to climb mountains, crush boulders, and break through obstacles and blockages to achieve any kind of success and I cannot let things get me down or eat away at me inside. These current setbacks and issue are just a test of my will and strength and endurance to see if I can make it through and what kind of person it will make me into later on.
I will be back soon, Blessed Be to All and I will return shortly!
Friday, April 17, 2015
I have returned!
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings! I have finally returned after months of absence, and after many attempts at fixing my computer and failing..by some miracle the Higher Powers decided to bless me today and finally clear some of my obstacles and I now have my computer back and I fixed it myself! It took me all morning to reinstall, reset, and configure every single system and program and file on it back to the barebones factory settings. The huge amount of patience was well worth it!
Now to update everyone on what has transpired since I have been missing, firstly and most recently , as of yesterday, I am now in the process of preparing to move and I have been scrambling to find another place in my area because I have until May 30th to be completely moved out. My son is in the middle of end of the year exams I cannot just pack up and move right this minute.
A financial situation will soon be much better by the end of the month if and when the IRS does as promised and that will give me the funding to complete the move, right this minute I am making dozens of phone calls and setting up appointments to put in applications for surrounding apartments near me and busy packing things I do not need and am not using, and sorting through things that can be given away or donated. There are other things going on too but I will update on that when I get more time, I feel this post will be dedicated to the most current situation happening right now.
There is a interesting plot to this move. For awhile now I have felt deep down that my life and situations in my life were bieng restricted, held down, and stagnating and I felt that me living here was somehow creating a blockage and stalling progress towards me bettering my life and situations in my personal life. I felt like living here was no longer good for me or my family and I needed to find a way to change it soon. Well lo and behold, I go to my lease renewal appointment yesterday, and the director of housing all but made the decision for me that if I was thinking about moving then I needed to go on ahead and fill out a vacancy form and then my lease will be terminated. At first I was a bit angry..I had not specifically said when I was moving, or that I had found a place to live, in fact I was going to renew my lease until my taxes came in and then I was going to move. What i specifically recall saying was that I was considering moving when school vacation started. I feel this solidified her personal decision to not renew my lease at all and she had already made her mind up about her own ideas before I even went to see her and this was her opportunity to go ahead and make me fill out the vacancy form and she no longer had to fool with me. I am no the only person that gets this attitude from her there are several others that have been subjected to the same treatment.
I absolutely despise having my decisions made for me in any sense of the word, or that someone would take a idea of mine and turn it into something that I did not intend to happen, especially when I felt like it was benefitting her to get rid of me to start with, and then I am forced in a position to have to make a snap decision that I am not remotely prepared for, and I do not have all of the things I need to even start. I feel like I am having to do this on spare of the moment and I am not bieng given enough time to consider where I might move to or what I am really going to do. I'm just going to have to pack up and hope for the best. My free will and ability to do things on my own and in my own time is something I am very insistent on. Yes I realize that a subconscious decison I had already thought about doing all but manifested right in front of me..but I was not prepared or expecting it to happen quite the way it did and I was not emotionally ready for it. I am in a better mood about it today but yesterday I was not a happy woman.
Already I have people trying to mold the situation to thier advantage and again trying to make this decision go towards their benefit. Well sorry it is not happening. I am not letting this situation benefit or go for anyone elses favor except if I personally decide it is best for me. Other people in my life have been nagging me relentlessly to move back to the hometown that I decided I was never in my lifetime going to go back to, and I already know if I go back there that my life will not change or be better and it is only going to benefit and favor others that would see me live my life for them and they can have their strings in my back and make me into something and someone I am not. The purpose of leaving the past and the people and situations of the past is to move forward and away from it, not keep going back to it! I have to move forward with this madness and make the best of it and I feel that even though it is not the greatest situation , in the end it will be better for me, I just have to find the right way to make it work. I am going to go for now..because i have a million and one things to be doing and I am so behind it is absurd. Bright Blessings to everyone and i shall return very soon!
Now to update everyone on what has transpired since I have been missing, firstly and most recently , as of yesterday, I am now in the process of preparing to move and I have been scrambling to find another place in my area because I have until May 30th to be completely moved out. My son is in the middle of end of the year exams I cannot just pack up and move right this minute.
A financial situation will soon be much better by the end of the month if and when the IRS does as promised and that will give me the funding to complete the move, right this minute I am making dozens of phone calls and setting up appointments to put in applications for surrounding apartments near me and busy packing things I do not need and am not using, and sorting through things that can be given away or donated. There are other things going on too but I will update on that when I get more time, I feel this post will be dedicated to the most current situation happening right now.
There is a interesting plot to this move. For awhile now I have felt deep down that my life and situations in my life were bieng restricted, held down, and stagnating and I felt that me living here was somehow creating a blockage and stalling progress towards me bettering my life and situations in my personal life. I felt like living here was no longer good for me or my family and I needed to find a way to change it soon. Well lo and behold, I go to my lease renewal appointment yesterday, and the director of housing all but made the decision for me that if I was thinking about moving then I needed to go on ahead and fill out a vacancy form and then my lease will be terminated. At first I was a bit angry..I had not specifically said when I was moving, or that I had found a place to live, in fact I was going to renew my lease until my taxes came in and then I was going to move. What i specifically recall saying was that I was considering moving when school vacation started. I feel this solidified her personal decision to not renew my lease at all and she had already made her mind up about her own ideas before I even went to see her and this was her opportunity to go ahead and make me fill out the vacancy form and she no longer had to fool with me. I am no the only person that gets this attitude from her there are several others that have been subjected to the same treatment.
I absolutely despise having my decisions made for me in any sense of the word, or that someone would take a idea of mine and turn it into something that I did not intend to happen, especially when I felt like it was benefitting her to get rid of me to start with, and then I am forced in a position to have to make a snap decision that I am not remotely prepared for, and I do not have all of the things I need to even start. I feel like I am having to do this on spare of the moment and I am not bieng given enough time to consider where I might move to or what I am really going to do. I'm just going to have to pack up and hope for the best. My free will and ability to do things on my own and in my own time is something I am very insistent on. Yes I realize that a subconscious decison I had already thought about doing all but manifested right in front of me..but I was not prepared or expecting it to happen quite the way it did and I was not emotionally ready for it. I am in a better mood about it today but yesterday I was not a happy woman.
Already I have people trying to mold the situation to thier advantage and again trying to make this decision go towards their benefit. Well sorry it is not happening. I am not letting this situation benefit or go for anyone elses favor except if I personally decide it is best for me. Other people in my life have been nagging me relentlessly to move back to the hometown that I decided I was never in my lifetime going to go back to, and I already know if I go back there that my life will not change or be better and it is only going to benefit and favor others that would see me live my life for them and they can have their strings in my back and make me into something and someone I am not. The purpose of leaving the past and the people and situations of the past is to move forward and away from it, not keep going back to it! I have to move forward with this madness and make the best of it and I feel that even though it is not the greatest situation , in the end it will be better for me, I just have to find the right way to make it work. I am going to go for now..because i have a million and one things to be doing and I am so behind it is absurd. Bright Blessings to everyone and i shall return very soon!
Thursday, February 5, 2015
February 5,2015
Hello everyone and Bright Blessings, it is to my regret that I have not been here to update you all on the comings and goings of yours truly. I currently have no computer at home right now and I am having to use the hour timeframe allowed at the library to get all of my work done and keep up to task with everything else! It is slow going and frustrating! I miss my Blogging and I miss my Computer, I am so not getting any serious work done and so many important projects are slacking dismally! So this will be a short post to remind you all I have not forgotten you all and I will be back up and running as soon as I can get another functioning computer that isn't going to crash and burn. Bright Blessings to All and I will endeavor to make a decent post soon!
Sunday, December 21, 2014
Winter Solstice 12/21/2014
I will be more than happy to get this year behind me and start a new one! This week just keeps getting worse it seems, after last Monday's Pluto Uranus Square, it has been one mess after another. More drama and aggravation came in the form of another female relative two days ago, when someone called me after her and her spouse had been arguing and she has been drinking again..I have no interest or patience with drunken raging and ranting, I am more than done with that particular situation I have listened to that broken record off and on for about 15 years now and I really I wish that scenario would just end and be done! It is not my situation or my problem to solve or change and never was to begin with.
A week or so ago I actually had a dream depicting a very similar situation concerning this one relative, and what may have happened had I or my son would have been there, or what may still happen if I go over there, which is why I am holding off about going to visit relatives for the holidays. I have no intention of walking into a warzone or allowing my child to be anywhere near it or involved in it. That situation affects everyone that knows them in negative ways and only stirs the shit pot that much more.
I personally just want to go back to my work that I have had to put on hold, write on my books, start some new work projects, and focus on manifesting positive and productive energy into our lives. That is going to be tonight's intention while I am working in the circle. This is the longest night of the year and I intend to manifest something positive and get rid of things, people, and situations that no longer serve a place or purpose and do nothing but cause a hindrance.. I seriously might just stay home for the holidays and go nowhere or visit anyone. I have no interest in being made responsible or having the responsibility of everyone else's issues and problems thrust onto me as if I have the power and wherewithal to fix or change it.
I see others in my social circle dealing with similar issues and that aggravates me as I feel like they too should be allowed to move on with their own lives in a positive direction and be relatively free from worries, stress, and negative situations and people that are bringing them down and they should not have to be dragged along into other people's problems and troubles that are not their burden to be carrying. Our own little world is heavy enough to carry let us not have asteroids and black holes attached! I bid everyone good day and Bright Blessings, I will be back soon to update and hopefully the next post will contain much happier news to report.
A week or so ago I actually had a dream depicting a very similar situation concerning this one relative, and what may have happened had I or my son would have been there, or what may still happen if I go over there, which is why I am holding off about going to visit relatives for the holidays. I have no intention of walking into a warzone or allowing my child to be anywhere near it or involved in it. That situation affects everyone that knows them in negative ways and only stirs the shit pot that much more.
I personally just want to go back to my work that I have had to put on hold, write on my books, start some new work projects, and focus on manifesting positive and productive energy into our lives. That is going to be tonight's intention while I am working in the circle. This is the longest night of the year and I intend to manifest something positive and get rid of things, people, and situations that no longer serve a place or purpose and do nothing but cause a hindrance.. I seriously might just stay home for the holidays and go nowhere or visit anyone. I have no interest in being made responsible or having the responsibility of everyone else's issues and problems thrust onto me as if I have the power and wherewithal to fix or change it.
I see others in my social circle dealing with similar issues and that aggravates me as I feel like they too should be allowed to move on with their own lives in a positive direction and be relatively free from worries, stress, and negative situations and people that are bringing them down and they should not have to be dragged along into other people's problems and troubles that are not their burden to be carrying. Our own little world is heavy enough to carry let us not have asteroids and black holes attached! I bid everyone good day and Bright Blessings, I will be back soon to update and hopefully the next post will contain much happier news to report.
Thursday, December 18, 2014
12/18/2014 Pluto Uranus Square update..
So the planetary Square I mentioned in my last post brought some serious emotional turbulence to my life and I do not think it's done throwing curveballs at me yet. First I got into a heated discussion with a family member over a financial issue, then yesterday a friend of mine shocked me with a surprise visit and pregnancy announcement. I get to be a "auntie" to my long time friends new baby. I was so not prepared for that. I am going to be honest about something, I have always wanted more children. I can't have that happen for me anymore. I wanted to be happy for her, I tried to show some enthusiasm but I'm pretty sure it was noticed that I wasn't too thrilled. Instead I was very upset inside about it but I didn't tell her that. I had no right to taint or crush her happy news with my own inner turmoil about a delicate and touchy subject. I wasn't even angry or upset at her.. I was being forced to examine something about myself that has long been a source of unhappiness for me.
It angered me to tears and I was very hurt inside and depressed that I have to stand by and watch a dream of mine crumble and I will most likely not get another chance to have that personal joy. That is a dream I have to let go of, I have to let it fade away and find another dream. I'm about to be 32, my options for becoming a mother again are slowly disappearing, and economically and financially it's not a smart or wise decision to start with. There is also the fact I have no one in my life to have that kind of blessing with and even if it were someone else's kids I would be fine with that. I have to face real facts and not dwell on a dream I have silently nurtured for a long time. I know it is probably God and Goddess's will that I don't get to have anymore kids, but I cannot help but feel cheated, overlooked, and somehow inadequate. I realize that I might be acting and feeling selfish or self centered. But it has always been a deep and burning desire of mine to be the parent, wife, woman, and mother that I myself did not get to really have growing up, and I have to say that my own personal ambitions and the actions I took towards trying to achieving that goal did not go as I hoped, despite a lot of work and effort and time I devoted to it. I am doing the best I can with what I have and I already know it is not enough in a lot of ways. I screwed up, I failed, I made stupid mistakes. I would give almost anything to have another chance to achieve that dream in a way that makes me feel content and whole inside myself.
I already have two children, from three failed relationships and two divorces.15 years ago, when I was asked what I wanted from life, I said I wanted at least 4 kids, a happy marriage and home life and all those things that at that time I really never had , however that didn't quite happen for me. One child I have and the other I don't. Me being forced to be the "part time" parent to one of the kids and barely getting to be part of her life does not sit well with me and it is a source of constant emotional strain for everyone involved. I feel it should never had to have happened that way and I cannot just wave a wand and fix that. My hands are tied, I am helpless and powerless against a lot of things in that situation and that makes me seethe and hurt even more.
I try to see the silver lining and blessing in disguise and realize that there is a good reason for everything that I have to go through and endure in this life. But Goddess help me I'm not having a very clear vision yet of how and why some things are supposed to be "good" for me right now. I guess that goes along with the idea that sometimes you get what you ask for, just not always in the ways you wanted or asked for exactly, and then you get shown why it is that certain things and situations maybe wasn't meant for you to have and wasn't good for your personal and spiritual development. You can dream and have ambitions towards something but that does not mean it is really what you "need" and what is ultimately best for you, and despite how unfair, cruel, and bitter, and unhappy some things may be, or how you feel and think about it, it is still for yours and everyone's best interest in the end. That is God and Goddess will and intention and no amount of ranting, raging, and yanking their proverbial chain is going to change their minds.
On a brighter note.. I have recently found more means of financial income, I found a Amazon work site that seems to be holding up to it's promise as claimed , as I have already made a few dollars from it. This adds to the other work I have been trying to do for other sites and the book endeavors I have been working on. Somewhere along this I am going to hit it big financially, I can feel it, something good is coming for me in a area of money or something to do with wealth and monetary or material prosperity. There will be something good manifest as a result of all the tedious and time consuming tasks I have been throwing myself into for weeks now. I am aiming for a decent tax refund this coming year, so I can maybe move into a different home or apartment. I also have a gofundme page set up.. although I am not exactly expecting donations from that..it was a idea a friend suggested to me and said try it out and see what happens. I need help with funds to maybe get a down payment to buy a nicer home and set up a space for my Pagan crafts business I previously wrote about in here months ago. That is currently a lot more money than I have right now!
I would like to see that financial goal manifest this coming year. I bought a new wallet recently and I am going to use this New Moon in Capricorn on the Winter Solstice to bless it, and all of my things associated with my finances, and place a money drawing spell on the wallet and request a new financial beginning for myself. I feel this is something that will be favored. My new years resolutions will start this coming Sunday, I will try to have my second book published, and make enough money from my other financial efforts to have the home and business I am looking at. I guess I shall go for now, I have written a short novel here! Bright Blessings to everyone and Happy Holidays and Blessed Yule! I will try to be back in here after the x-mas holidays are done!
It angered me to tears and I was very hurt inside and depressed that I have to stand by and watch a dream of mine crumble and I will most likely not get another chance to have that personal joy. That is a dream I have to let go of, I have to let it fade away and find another dream. I'm about to be 32, my options for becoming a mother again are slowly disappearing, and economically and financially it's not a smart or wise decision to start with. There is also the fact I have no one in my life to have that kind of blessing with and even if it were someone else's kids I would be fine with that. I have to face real facts and not dwell on a dream I have silently nurtured for a long time. I know it is probably God and Goddess's will that I don't get to have anymore kids, but I cannot help but feel cheated, overlooked, and somehow inadequate. I realize that I might be acting and feeling selfish or self centered. But it has always been a deep and burning desire of mine to be the parent, wife, woman, and mother that I myself did not get to really have growing up, and I have to say that my own personal ambitions and the actions I took towards trying to achieving that goal did not go as I hoped, despite a lot of work and effort and time I devoted to it. I am doing the best I can with what I have and I already know it is not enough in a lot of ways. I screwed up, I failed, I made stupid mistakes. I would give almost anything to have another chance to achieve that dream in a way that makes me feel content and whole inside myself.
I already have two children, from three failed relationships and two divorces.15 years ago, when I was asked what I wanted from life, I said I wanted at least 4 kids, a happy marriage and home life and all those things that at that time I really never had , however that didn't quite happen for me. One child I have and the other I don't. Me being forced to be the "part time" parent to one of the kids and barely getting to be part of her life does not sit well with me and it is a source of constant emotional strain for everyone involved. I feel it should never had to have happened that way and I cannot just wave a wand and fix that. My hands are tied, I am helpless and powerless against a lot of things in that situation and that makes me seethe and hurt even more.
I try to see the silver lining and blessing in disguise and realize that there is a good reason for everything that I have to go through and endure in this life. But Goddess help me I'm not having a very clear vision yet of how and why some things are supposed to be "good" for me right now. I guess that goes along with the idea that sometimes you get what you ask for, just not always in the ways you wanted or asked for exactly, and then you get shown why it is that certain things and situations maybe wasn't meant for you to have and wasn't good for your personal and spiritual development. You can dream and have ambitions towards something but that does not mean it is really what you "need" and what is ultimately best for you, and despite how unfair, cruel, and bitter, and unhappy some things may be, or how you feel and think about it, it is still for yours and everyone's best interest in the end. That is God and Goddess will and intention and no amount of ranting, raging, and yanking their proverbial chain is going to change their minds.
On a brighter note.. I have recently found more means of financial income, I found a Amazon work site that seems to be holding up to it's promise as claimed , as I have already made a few dollars from it. This adds to the other work I have been trying to do for other sites and the book endeavors I have been working on. Somewhere along this I am going to hit it big financially, I can feel it, something good is coming for me in a area of money or something to do with wealth and monetary or material prosperity. There will be something good manifest as a result of all the tedious and time consuming tasks I have been throwing myself into for weeks now. I am aiming for a decent tax refund this coming year, so I can maybe move into a different home or apartment. I also have a gofundme page set up.. although I am not exactly expecting donations from that..it was a idea a friend suggested to me and said try it out and see what happens. I need help with funds to maybe get a down payment to buy a nicer home and set up a space for my Pagan crafts business I previously wrote about in here months ago. That is currently a lot more money than I have right now!
I would like to see that financial goal manifest this coming year. I bought a new wallet recently and I am going to use this New Moon in Capricorn on the Winter Solstice to bless it, and all of my things associated with my finances, and place a money drawing spell on the wallet and request a new financial beginning for myself. I feel this is something that will be favored. My new years resolutions will start this coming Sunday, I will try to have my second book published, and make enough money from my other financial efforts to have the home and business I am looking at. I guess I shall go for now, I have written a short novel here! Bright Blessings to everyone and Happy Holidays and Blessed Yule! I will try to be back in here after the x-mas holidays are done!
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